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The leader of the pack, the oldest of them all, was out in front comforting the young wolfs, telling them that the spring was coming. But, at a certain point, one young wolf decides to stop. He says he has had enough of cold and hunger, and he says he’s going to live among the men; because the important thing is to stay alive. The young wolf lets men catch him and, as the years go by, he forgets that long time ago he was a wolf. One day, many years later, as he’s hunting with his master he runs obediently to collect the prey. But he realizes that the prey is the old leader of the pack. He falls silent for shame and the old wolf speaks and says to him: “I die happy because I lived my life as a wolf; you, on the contrary, belong neither to the world of wolves nor to the world of men. Hunger comes and goes but dignity, once lost, never returns. + +## German: + +Der Winter schien kein Ende zu nehmen, und das Rudel war am Verhungern. Der Anführer des Rudels, der älteste von allen, war vorne und tröstete die jungen Wölfe, indem er ihnen sagte, dass der Frühling käme. Doch an einem bestimmten Punkt beschließt ein junger Wolf, aufzuhören. Er sagt, er habe genug von Kälte und Hunger, und er sagt, er werde unter den Menschen leben; denn das Wichtigste sei, am Leben zu bleiben. Der junge Wolf lässt sich von den Menschen fangen, und mit den Jahren vergisst er, dass er vor langer Zeit ein Wolf war. Eines Tages, viele Jahre später, während er mit seinem Herrn auf der Jagd ist, läuft er gehorsam los, um die Beute einzusammeln. Doch ihm wird klar, dass die Beute der alte Anführer des Rudels ist. Er schweigt vor Scham, und der alte Wolf spricht und sagt zu ihm: "Ich sterbe glücklich, weil ich mein Leben als Wolf gelebt habe; du gehörst im Gegenteil weder zur Welt der Wölfe noch zur Welt der Menschen. Hunger kommt und geht, aber die Würde, einmal verloren, kehrt nie wieder zurück. + +## The last couple of days recapitulated: + +## help HEEEEEELP! - no help + +## snap - psyciatry - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hEu-XBwPEx0 + +## then + +https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DWtHYOh_LTQ + +One gets dogged, especially when the road is not always easy +The opponent: yourself, your weakness: an enemy +The preparation: foresight, your body: a sign +For the battles to come and for no one to break you. +Only alone can you defeat the demons +To hold the ones who live in the lee +The fear of losing: a good motivation +And the voices that scream, "Get your ass back up!" +And even on the worst fucking day of my life. +Makes martial arts the best version of me yet +Excuses do not count, giving up is not an option +It is not for nothing that they say that where there is a will, there is always a way + +Concentrate, focus on the target +Breathe in, breathe out, compress strength +Increase the value of your anatomy +And burn the weakness, the weakness in you + + +We show heart, we win with pride +Lose with respect, but never give up +We discuss the boundaries, the path to legend +Means fighting, even if nobody believes in you +Prove heart, win with pride +Lose with respect, but never give up +We discuss the boundaries, the path to legend +Means fighting, even if nobody believes in you + +We go from unit to unit +Because if you want peace, my friend, you must always be ready for war. +Always give everything, but never give in +"Breaking boundaries" means freedom to me +Losing - no problem, fighting spirit is what counts +Scars show no weakness, only that you are still standing +Success is a staircase, you have to go every step +For happiness is for people who lack stamina +I'm aware of the strength, but don't shout it out +Better to be severely underestimated than just a mouth too big +Because only when it hurts when you fall +Then the wheat is separated from the chaff - only the winners stand up again + +Concentrate, focus on the target +Breathe in, breathe out, compress strength +Increase the value of your anatomy +And burn the weakness, the weakness in you + + +We show heart, we win with pride +Lose with respect, but never give up +We discuss the boundaries, the path to legend +Means fighting, even if nobody believes in you +Prove heart, win with pride +Lose with respect, but never give up +We discuss the boundaries, the path to legend +Means fighting, even if nobody believes in you + +Every shitty day just a good teacher +The heart of a V8 engine, when ambition seizes you +The discipline comes when you motivate yourself +And never loses sight of the goal + +We show heart, we win with pride +Lose with respect, but never give up +We discuss the boundaries, the path to legend +Means fighting, even if nobody believes in you +Prove heart, win with pride +Lose with respect, but never give up +We discuss the boundaries, the path to legend +Means fighting, even if nobody believes in you + +Translated with www.DeepL.com/Translator (free version) + +## Insight into my Life + +### I never took drugs just got psychotic at age of 15, What for others Alcohol etc. is, well that's my coffee and my cigarettes. I have a hard time to fall asleep and like the night, because people sleep and it's lovley silent, It's a time which I can enjoy + +https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HivuR9-jl3E + +Parts of my childhood I lived in a village +Little Alien, English man in New York +I always felt strange, I did not understand the people +And no matter how far away I moved, the strangeness remained +What kind of career or money to make? +All these offers were no perspective +I could never understand what motivates everyone else +And drank canned beer on the street with the punks +The older I get here, the less I understand +And realize that I only distance myself more and more +To most things I simply have no more opinion +I often feel lonelier in groups than alone +For years I thought, thought I was being taken for a ride +This can't be real! the hidden camera +The script sucks, I'm afraid how it ends +Sit me on the couch, put the world on pause + +There was always something in my life that helped me +When I get stuck I watch an episode of ALF +Sometimes I hope that everything is just a dream +And that I crashed, with my spaceship + +There was always something in my life that helped me +When I get stuck I watch an episode of ALF +This is me, trapped in a sitcom +With a handful of friends and 7 billion wankers + +Alf is cool, but Alf is a sad person +For his home planet disappeared with an explosion +He could still save himself, but his spaceship crashed +And since then he lives as a refugee in an unknown country +His friend and family are dead or far away +And it must never show itself, it is hidden for years +If he were found, he would be locked away forever +To some lab and he would have no rights +I feel with him, because I feel connected to him +ALF is a symbol, but ALF is also my buddy +I have often wondered how Alf actually manages +That he is not completely desperate and always laughs so much +No rapper or comedian has sayings like him +But this is only surface, because inside it remains empty +I know this from depressives who are at the end of their rope +And find myself in it, if I am honest + +There was always something in my life that helped me +When I am at a loss I watch an episode of ALF +Sometimes I hope that everything is just a dream +And that I crashed, with my spaceship + +There was always something in my life that helped me +When I get stuck I watch an episode of ALF +This is me, trapped in a sitcom +With a handful of friends and 7 billion wankers + +I can't get along with you +And even less with me +My planet has exploded +My planet has exploded +My spaceship is destroyed +And I can't fix it +My planet has exploded +My planet has exploded + +There was always something in my life that helped me +When I get stuck I watch an episode of ALF +Sometimes I hope that everything is just a dream +And that I crashed, with my spaceship + +There was always something in my life that helped me +When I get stuck I watch an episode of ALF +This is me, trapped in a sitcom +With a handful of friends and 7 billion wankers + +## what do now? + +## Short Term Solution + +## I don't remember my snap! I just want to live as ALF in this short term flat, I plan to move away soon to live amongst people I trust + +## people will talk, I chill and drink coffee and smoke my cigs live my online life and enjoy my nights, where I can enjoy my inner peace. + +https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l7DCHLaNWcA + +I drink, so I am +The other day I heard that I was quite drunk, +Piss naked from a church tower where the Lord God lives, +Threw dirt at the cops, waving like mad, +And I screamed, "You'll never catch me, because I'm going to the moon now!" + +So I let the bells ring, really, really, all +And I jumped and shouted "I'm such a fat putting angel" +Halfway along the way I realized - I am not flying, I am falling! +And with a hallelujah I fell in a thatched roof. + +And people ask: Boy, boy, boy, is this true? +How should I know, I was not quite there. +And people say boy, boy, boy, in general - +Can't a drunken pig like you even be alive anymore! +And I'll tell you sensibly: "I drink, therefore I am!" + +So I rolled off the roof of my house, probably slightly dazed, +With rattle into a pig fence and knee-deep mud +Soon the police came and ordered me to come, +I yelled "Fuck you! I am thirsty, free and unbending!" + + +And then I slurred, laughing and just about to leave, +And if my flag fell astride a well +I barked "I am the lord of the underworld +And the circles under the eyes, shithouse flies - so, just be careful! + +And people ask: Boy, oh boy, oh boy, is this true? +How should I know, I was not quite there. +And people say boy, boy, boy, in general - +Can't a drunken pig like you even be alive anymore! +And I'll tell you sensibly: "I drink, therefore I am!" + +When the cops dragged me out of the well, ass to bucket +Have I, as God created me, placed myself defiantly before them, +And I warned her: "You maggots, hey, I'll tell you straight +I am Hotzilla, and in this world I do what I like! +I am something like a lucky bear, shoot rays from my belly, +So don't get too close to me, or you'll be finished! +But they came and so I shot beams, and they came +Deep in my belly, but somehow it's more like the bottom out. + +And people ask: Boy, boy, boy, is that true? +How should I know, I was not quite there. +And people say boy, boy, boy, in general - +Can't a drunken pig like you even be alive anymore! +And I'll tell you sensibly: "I drink, therefore I am!" + +And that was by far not all, yes, that's what people say, +The story went on longer than it was supposed to, +But for now it must be enough, yes, that's it for today, + +## long term solution: tell my story as a wayfarer with a cup of coffee and a cigarette at a place i fit best + +https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S6uyve1hPlA + +"It is emptied the first barrel, +comes Brüderlein tells you something else +from your long journeys. +Speak and lift the glass!" + +The old bearded wanderer starts the story, +when once the hunting horn resounded from far away and hunters rushed through the forest. +"The deer threatened to escape, but I ran faster than the animal, +with bare fist - the antlers here as proof of this! +The old bearded wanderer starts the story, +when once a storm tore up the sea and washed man and mouse from the deck of the ship. +"The ship threatened to sink, the sails tore like paper. +I took a breath and blew the storm away - the piece of linen as proof of this!" + +"The first barrel is empty, +comes Brüderlein tells you something else +from your long journeys. +Speak and lift the glass!" + +The old bearded wanderer starts the story, +When once the enemy occupied the city, the catapult shredded the gate. +"I crept up from behind, my battle cry sounding like a thousand men. +They ran away like shy creatures - the helmet here as proof!" + +The old bearded wanderer starts the story, +when once the last day dawned and everything spoke of the end. +"Flames licked into the world when the door of hell was open. +I slammed it shut and my lock held - the key as proof of this! +"The first barrel is empty, +comes Brüderlein tells you something else +from your long journeys. +Speak and lift the glass!" + +"I told you about my hunt and how I beat the storm, +how I drove away the evil enemy and the lid remained on hell. +Now the second barrel rolls in, we want to be happy now +and if not too full of satchels, dance happily on the tables..."! + +"The wine flows, the beer flows! +Up the pitchers we drink!" +"The wine flows, the beer flows! +up the pitchers we drink!" + +"The wine flows, the beer flows! +up the pitchers we drink!" +"The wine flows, the beer flows! +up the pitchers we drink!" + +* * * + +* * * + +* * * diff --git a/layouts/_default/_markup/render-image.html b/layouts/_default/_markup/render-image.html new file mode 100644 index 0000000..41008ca --- /dev/null +++ b/layouts/_default/_markup/render-image.html @@ -0,0 +1,11 @@ +{{ if .Title }} +<figure> + <img src="{{ .Destination | safeURL }}" alt="{{ .Text }}" /> + <figcaption>{{ .Title }}</figcaption> +</figure> +{{ else }} +<figure> + <img src="{{ .Destination | safeURL }}" alt="{{ .Text }}" /> +</figure> +{{ end }} + diff --git a/layouts/_default/baseof.html b/layouts/_default/baseof.html 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Her family was very religious. Her mother played the organ (Istrument in a Church) and her step dad was somewhat of a pastor. They beat her with a ritgerte, let her clean the organic garbage can with maggots and only a cloth lobe, even tough she was vegetarian. Also she had to pound stones in the basement.</description> + </item> + + <item> + <title>Making a tinfoil-hat 02</title> + <link>https://blog.tinfoil-hat.net/posts/making_a_tinfoilhat_02/</link> + <pubDate>Mon, 13 Jun 2022 19:52:56 +0200</pubDate> + + <guid>https://blog.tinfoil-hat.net/posts/making_a_tinfoilhat_02/</guid> + <description>Way to Round three After I got released the second time from Psychiatry, I thought I had the worst is left behind. I was happy to be with my father again. But I couldn&rsquo;t reach my Mother via phone or at home. I have written in the last part that it would be the last time I&rsquo;d see my mother for a long time. I tried to call her a lot and she never picked up her phone.</description> + </item> + + <item> + <title>Making a tinfoil-hat 01</title> + <link>https://blog.tinfoil-hat.net/posts/making_a_tinfoilhat_01/</link> + <pubDate>Fri, 17 Dec 2021 21:19:16 +0100</pubDate> + + <guid>https://blog.tinfoil-hat.net/posts/making_a_tinfoilhat_01/</guid> + <description>Hi There, I&rsquo;d like to blog about my past My Problems started back before I was in Elementary school. My Mom already has betrayed my Dad. So even before my fist day at School I was seperated from my father. While I was in 3rd or 4th grade, my Grandma (the mother of my mother) was dying of brain Cancer. I was living together with my Big Sister with my Mom.</description> + </item> + + <item> + <title>About the Lone Wolf</title> + <link>https://blog.tinfoil-hat.net/posts/wolf/</link> + <pubDate>Wed, 24 Nov 2021 21:36:49 +0100</pubDate> + + <guid>https://blog.tinfoil-hat.net/posts/wolf/</guid> + <description>The Lone Wolf https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=or3UZajR6Ao +[Part1] Its gray fur completely bites but still keeps warm His pack uncontrollable but it follows him well-behaved The hunger so big always on the hunt Eyes dull, but teeth still sharp The room too narrow to breathe But even the sharpest claws become dull on the street Food becomes scarce, remains a growling stomach There are almost only wolves dressed as sheep So he moves away from here Because no plant grows on burnt soil So the rest remains for the rest Because only who comes first is the one who always has enough meat From gamma to alpha, from puppy to leader Is one of the best, one of the last of its kind Shares its food also with the weakest link of the chain, if it asks him Lives by unwritten rules, honor still flows through his veins He knows that you have to have them, too, rather than just talking about them But let them speak</description> + </item> + + </channel> +</rss> diff --git a/public/categories/personal/page/1/index.html b/public/categories/personal/page/1/index.html new file mode 100644 index 0000000..aafa99c --- /dev/null +++ b/public/categories/personal/page/1/index.html @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +<!DOCTYPE html><html><head><title>https://blog.tinfoil-hat.net/categories/personal/</title><link rel="canonical" href="https://blog.tinfoil-hat.net/categories/personal/"/><meta name="robots" content="noindex"><meta charset="utf-8" /><meta http-equiv="refresh" content="0; url=https://blog.tinfoil-hat.net/categories/personal/" /></head></html>
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Use a live image and to boot directly into the GNU/Linux distribution without installing anything. Dual boot the GNU/Linux distribution of your choice along with Windows or macOS. + + <a href="https://blog.tinfoil-hat.net/posts/g-generals/">Read more...</a> + + </div> +</article> + + + <article> + <h1><a href="https://blog.tinfoil-hat.net/posts/making_a_tinfoilhat_03/">Making a tinfoil-hat 03</a></h1> + <b><time>07.11.2022 15:11</time></b> + + <a href="/tags/personality">personality</a> + + <a href="/tags/psyche">psyche</a> + + <div> + My First Love Now I wasn’t the one with the troubles, but my girlfriend was. Her family was very religious. Her mother played the organ (Istrument in a Church) and her step dad was somewhat of a pastor. They beat her with a ritgerte, let her clean the organic garbage can with maggots and only a cloth lobe, even tough she was vegetarian. Also she had to pound stones in the basement. + + <a href="https://blog.tinfoil-hat.net/posts/making_a_tinfoilhat_03/">Read more...</a> + + </div> +</article> + + + <article> + <h1><a href="https://blog.tinfoil-hat.net/posts/making_a_tinfoilhat_02/">Making a tinfoil-hat 02</a></h1> + <b><time>13.06.2022 19:52</time></b> + + <a href="/tags/psyche">psyche</a> + + <a href="/tags/personality">personality</a> + + <div> + Way to Round three After I got released the second time from Psychiatry, I thought I had the worst is left behind. I was happy to be with my father again. But I couldn’t reach my Mother via phone or at home. I have written in the last part that it would be the last time I’d see my mother for a long time. I tried to call her a lot and she never picked up her phone. + + <a href="https://blog.tinfoil-hat.net/posts/making_a_tinfoilhat_02/">Read more...</a> + + </div> +</article> + + + <article> + <h1><a href="https://blog.tinfoil-hat.net/posts/onion-linklist/">Onion Linklist</a></h1> + <b><time>22.02.2022 15:08</time></b> + + <a href="/tags/tech">Tech </a> + + <a href="/tags/tor">TOR</a> + + <a href="/tags/darknet">Darknet</a> + + <a href="/tags/deepweb">Deepweb</a> + + <a href="/tags/linklist">Linklist</a> + + <div> + The following Onions are hosted by me: +Homepage - tinfoil-hat.net +Nitter - Twitter Frontend +Searx - Search engine +Gitweb +Boards Chans and Forums +Here are some Onions, I found. I am not an owner of these Websites, nor do I take responsabillity to their content in any kind. Here we go: +Nanochan +8chan.se +Dread +DIDW2 Deutschland Im Deepweb +The End +Rable +Ableonion +Kiwifarms +Truthboard +Torigon +Mirrors +Mailinglist Mirrors +Archive +Searches + + <a href="https://blog.tinfoil-hat.net/posts/onion-linklist/">Read more...</a> + + </div> +</article> + + + <article> + <h1><a href="https://blog.tinfoil-hat.net/posts/making_a_tinfoilhat_01/">Making a tinfoil-hat 01</a></h1> + <b><time>17.12.2021 21:19</time></b> + + <a href="/tags/psyche">psyche</a> + + <a href="/tags/personality">personality</a> + + <div> + Hi There, I’d like to blog about my past My Problems started back before I was in Elementary school. My Mom already has betrayed my Dad. So even before my fist day at School I was seperated from my father. While I was in 3rd or 4th grade, my Grandma (the mother of my mother) was dying of brain Cancer. I was living together with my Big Sister with my Mom. + + <a href="https://blog.tinfoil-hat.net/posts/making_a_tinfoilhat_01/">Read more...</a> + + </div> +</article> + + + <article> + <h1><a href="https://blog.tinfoil-hat.net/posts/wolf/">About the Lone Wolf</a></h1> + <b><time>24.11.2021 21:36</time></b> + + <a href="/tags/psyche">psyche</a> + + <a href="/tags/personality">personality</a> + + <div> + The Lone Wolf https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=or3UZajR6Ao +[Part1] Its gray fur completely bites but still keeps warm His pack uncontrollable but it follows him well-behaved The hunger so big always on the hunt Eyes dull, but teeth still sharp The room too narrow to breathe But even the sharpest claws become dull on the street Food becomes scarce, remains a growling stomach There are almost only wolves dressed as sheep So he moves away from here Because no plant grows on burnt soil So the rest remains for the rest Because only who comes first is the one who always has enough meat From gamma to alpha, from puppy to leader Is one of the best, one of the last of its kind Shares its food also with the weakest link of the chain, if it asks him Lives by unwritten rules, honor still flows through his veins He knows that you have to have them, too, rather than just talking about them But let them speak + + <a href="https://blog.tinfoil-hat.net/posts/wolf/">Read more...</a> + + </div> +</article> + + + <div> + +1 of 1 + +</div> + + </main> + + <footer> + <p>© 2023 <a href="https://blog.tinfoil-hat.net"><b>blog.tinfoil-hat.net</b></a>. + <a href="https://tinfoil-hat.net"><b>Landing Page</b></a>. + <a href="http://keys.gnupg.net/pks/lookup?op=vindex&fingerprint=on&search=0xC0090D40CFE34966"><b>GPG-Fingerprint</b></a>. + <a href="mailto:mal@tinfoil-hat.net"><b>E-Mail</b></a>. + <a href="https://git.tinfoil-hat.net"><b>Gitweb</b></a>. + </p> +</footer> + +</body> +</html> diff --git a/public/index.xml b/public/index.xml new file mode 100644 index 0000000..f42a283 --- /dev/null +++ b/public/index.xml @@ -0,0 +1,88 @@ +<?xml version="1.0" encoding="utf-8" standalone="yes"?> +<rss version="2.0" xmlns:atom="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom"> + <channel> + <title>blog.tinfoil-hat.net</title> + <link>https://blog.tinfoil-hat.net/</link> + <description>Recent content on blog.tinfoil-hat.net</description> + <generator>Hugo -- gohugo.io</generator> + <language>en-us</language> + <lastBuildDate>Fri, 06 Jan 2023 05:02:42 +0100</lastBuildDate><atom:link href="https://blog.tinfoil-hat.net/index.xml" rel="self" type="application/rss+xml" /> + <item> + <title>/g/ Generals</title> + <link>https://blog.tinfoil-hat.net/posts/g-generals/</link> + <pubDate>Fri, 06 Jan 2023 05:02:42 +0100</pubDate> + + <guid>https://blog.tinfoil-hat.net/posts/g-generals/</guid> + <description>/g/ is mostly trash, but there are some gems, they post there +* /fglt/ – Friendly GNU/Linux Thread * If you would like to try out GNU/Linux you can do one of the following: + Install a GNU/Linux distribution of your choice in a Virtual Machine. 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I tried to call her a lot and she never picked up her phone.</description> + </item> + + <item> + <title>Onion Linklist</title> + <link>https://blog.tinfoil-hat.net/posts/onion-linklist/</link> + <pubDate>Tue, 22 Feb 2022 15:08:52 +0100</pubDate> + + <guid>https://blog.tinfoil-hat.net/posts/onion-linklist/</guid> + <description>The following Onions are hosted by me: +Homepage - tinfoil-hat.net +Nitter - Twitter Frontend +Searx - Search engine +Gitweb +Boards Chans and Forums +Here are some Onions, I found. I am not an owner of these Websites, nor do I take responsabillity to their content in any kind. 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Don’t use it.<br> +<a href="https://manjarno.snorlax.sh/">https://manjarno.snorlax.sh/</a></p> +<h3 id="what-are-some-cool-programs">What are some cool programs?</h3> +<p><a href="https://wiki.archlinux.org/index.php/list_of_applications">https://wiki.archlinux.org/index.php/list_of_applications</a><br> +<a href="https://directory.fsf.org/wiki/Main_Page">https://directory.fsf.org/wiki/Main_Page</a></p> +<h3 id="what-are-some-cool-terminal-commands">What are some cool terminal commands?</h3> +<p><a href="https://www.commandlinefu.com/commands/browse">https://www.commandlinefu.com/commands/browse</a><br> +<a href="https://cheat.sh/">https://cheat.sh/</a></p> +<h3 id="where-can-i-learn-the-command-line">Where can I learn the command line?</h3> +<p><a href="https://mywiki.wooledge.org/BashGuide">https://mywiki.wooledge.org/BashGuide</a><br> +<a href="https://www.grymoire.com/Unix/">https://www.grymoire.com/Unix/</a><br> +<a href="https://overthewire.org/wargames/bandit">https://overthewire.org/wargames/bandit</a></p> +<h3 id="where-can-i-learn-more-about-free-software">Where can I learn more about Free Software?</h3> +<p><a href="https://www.gnu.org/philosophy/philosophy.html">https://www.gnu.org/philosophy/philosophy.html</a></p> +<h3 id="how-to-break-out-of-the-botnet">How to break out of the botnet?</h3> +<p><a href="https://prism-break.org/en/categories/gnu-linux">https://prism-break.org/en/categories/gnu-linux</a></p> +<p><strong>/fglt/’s website and copypasta collection:</strong><br> +<a href="https://fglt.nl">https://fglt.nl</a><br> +<a href="https://p.teknik.io/wJ9Zy">https://p.teknik.io/wJ9Zy</a></p> +<p>IRC: #sqt on irc.libera.chat +<a href="https://fglt.nl/irc.html">https://fglt.nl/irc.html</a></p> +<h1 id="-sdg---stable-diffusion-general-">* /sdg/ - Stable Diffusion General *</h1> +<p>Stable Diffusion is a deep learning, text-to-image model released in 2022. It is primarily used to generate detailed images conditioned on text descriptions, though it can also be applied to other tasks such as inpainting, outpainting, and generating image-to-image translations guided by a text prompt. Stable Diffusion is a latent diffusion model, a variety of deep generative neural network developed by the CompVis group at LMU Munich. The model has been released by a collaboration of Stability AI, CompVis LMU, and Runway with support from EleutherAI and LAION. In October 2022, Stability AI raised US$101 million in a round led by Lightspeed Venture Partners and Coatue Management. Stable Diffusion’s code and model weights have been released publicly, and it can run on most consumer hardware equipped with a modest GPU with at least 8 GB VRAM. This marked a departure from previous proprietary text-to-image models such as DALL-E and Midjourney which were accessible only via cloud services.</p> +<h3 id="submit-gpu-performance-data">Submit GPU Performance Data</h3> +<p><a href="https://docs.getgrist.com/3mjouqRSdkBY/sdperformance">https://docs.getgrist.com/3mjouqRSdkBY/sdperformance</a></p> +<h3 id="old-news">Old News</h3> +<p><a href="https://rentry.org/sdupdates3">https://rentry.org/sdupdates3</a></p> +<h3 id="local-install">Local Install</h3> +<p>Nvidia GPU:<br> +<a href="https://rentry.org/voldy">https://rentry.org/voldy</a><br> +<a href="https://github.com/AbdBarho/stable-diffusion-webui-docker">https://github.com/AbdBarho/stable-diffusion-webui-docker</a><br> +AMD GPU:<br> +<a href="https://rentry.org/sdg-link">https://rentry.org/sdg-link</a><br> +CPU:<br> +<a href="http://rentry.org/cputard">http://rentry.org/cputard</a></p> +<h3 id="cloud-hosted-install">Cloud Hosted Install</h3> +<p>Colab:<br> +<a href="https://colab.research.google.com/drive/1kw3egmSn-KgWsikYvOMjJkVDsPLjEMzl">https://colab.research.google.com/drive/1kw3egmSn-KgWsikYvOMjJkVDsPLjEMzl</a><br> +Paperspace:<br> +<a href="https://rentry.org/865dy">https://rentry.org/865dy</a><br> +Kaggle:<br> +<a href="https://www.kaggle.com/code/klaytrop/sdg4u">https://www.kaggle.com/code/klaytrop/sdg4u</a></p> +<h3 id="saas-sites">SaaS Sites</h3> +<p>txt2img:<br> +<a href="https://huggingface.co/spaces/stabilityai/stable-diffusion">https://huggingface.co/spaces/stabilityai/stable-diffusion</a><br> +<a href="https://beta.dreamstudio.ai">https://beta.dreamstudio.ai</a><br> +img2img:<br> +<a href="https://huggingface.co/spaces/huggingface/diffuse-the-rest">https://huggingface.co/spaces/huggingface/diffuse-the-rest</a><br> +<a href="https://dezgo.com/image2image">https://dezgo.com/image2image</a><br> +Inpainting:<br> +<a href="https://rentry.org/sdg-link">https://rentry.org/sdg-link</a></p> +<h3 id="sd-plugins-for-krita-photoshop-blender-and-gimp">SD plugins for Krita, Photoshop, Blender and GIMP</h3> +<p><a href="https://rentry.org/sdg-link">https://rentry.org/sdg-link</a></p> +<h3 id="models-textual-inversion--embeddings">Models, Textual Inversion & Embeddings</h3> +<p><a href="https://rentry.org/hdgrecipes">https://rentry.org/hdgrecipes</a><br> +<a href="https://civitai.com/">https://civitai.com/</a><br> +<a href="https://rentry.org/embeddings">https://rentry.org/embeddings</a><br> +<a href="https://rentry.org/lftbl">https://rentry.org/lftbl</a><br> +<a href="https://rentry.org/sdmodels">https://rentry.org/sdmodels</a></p> +<h3 id="guides">Guides</h3> +<p>SD2:<br> +<a href="https://rentry.org/dummySD2">https://rentry.org/dummySD2</a><br> +NovelAi:<br> +<a href="https://rentry.org/sdg_FAQ">https://rentry.org/sdg_FAQ</a><br> +Animation:<br> +<a href="https://rentry.org/AnimAnon">https://rentry.org/AnimAnon</a><br> +Inpainting/Outpainting:<br> +<a href="https://rentry.org/drfar">https://rentry.org/drfar</a><br> +Upscaling images:<br> +<a href="https://rentry.org/sdupscale">https://rentry.org/sdupscale</a><br> +Textual inversion:<br> +<a href="https://rentry.org/textard">https://rentry.org/textard</a><br> +Training: +<a href="https://rentry.org/informal-training-guide">https://rentry.org/informal-training-guide</a><br> +Hypernetworks:<br> +<a href="https://rentry.org/hypernetwork4dumdums">https://rentry.org/hypernetwork4dumdums</a><br> +Dreambooth:<br> +<a href="https://rentry.org/sdg-link">https://rentry.org/sdg-link</a><br> +Safetensors:<br> +<a href="https://rentry.org/safetensorsguide">https://rentry.org/safetensorsguide</a></p> +<h3 id="tools--resources">Tools & Resources</h3> +<p>Index:<br> +<a href="https://pharmapsychotic.com/tools.html">https://pharmapsychotic.com/tools.html</a><br> +<a href="https://rentry.org/sdgoldmine">https://rentry.org/sdgoldmine</a><br> +Artist Styles:<br> +<a href="https://rentry.org/sdg-link">https://rentry.org/sdg-link</a><br> +Prompt sharing:<br> +<a href="https://rentry.org/sdg-link">https://rentry.org/sdg-link</a><br> +Wildcard list:<br> +<a href="https://github.com/Lopyter/stable-soup-prompts">https://github.com/Lopyter/stable-soup-prompts</a><br> +img2img skeleton:<br> +<a href="https://app.posemy.art/">https://app.posemy.art/</a><br> +Dataset:<br> +<a href="https://rentry.org/sdg-link">https://rentry.org/sdg-link</a><br> +/sdg/ prompts:<br> +<a href="https://rentry.org/54d9o">https://rentry.org/54d9o</a></p> +<h2 id="-spg---smartphone-general-">* /spg/ - Smartphone General *</h2> +<p>What phone has X and Y feature?<br> +Don’t ask, use these!<br> +<a href="https://www.gsmarena.com/search.php3">https://www.gsmarena.com/search.php3</a><br> +<a href="https://www.kimovil.com/en/compare-smartphones">https://www.kimovil.com/en/compare-smartphones</a><br> +<a href="http://phonedb.net/index.php?m=device&s=query">http://phonedb.net/index.php?m=device&s=query</a></p> +<h3 id="good-resources">Good Resources:</h3> +<p>Reviews<br> +<a href="http://www.gsmarena.com">http://www.gsmarena.com</a><br> +<a href="http://www.phonearena.com">http://www.phonearena.com</a><br> +<a href="https://www.notebookcheck.net">https://www.notebookcheck.net</a></p> +<h3 id="frequency-checker">Frequency Checker</h3> +<p><a href="https://kimovil.com/en/frequency-checker">https://kimovil.com/en/frequency-checker</a><br> +<a href="https://www.frequencycheck.com">https://www.frequencycheck.com</a><br> +<a href="http://willmyphonework.net">http://willmyphonework.net</a></p> +<h3 id="visual-phone-size-comparison">Visual Phone Size Comparison</h3> +<p><a href="https://phonesized.com/">https://phonesized.com/</a><br> +<a href="https://www.phonearena.com/phones/size">https://www.phonearena.com/phones/size</a></p> +<h3 id="everything-rooting-and-custom-rom-related-beware-carrier-variants-with-locked-bootloaders">Everything rooting and custom ROM related Beware carrier variants with locked bootloaders</h3> +<p><a href="https://www.xda-developers.com/">https://www.xda-developers.com/</a></p> +<h3 id="debloat-your-stock-rom">Debloat your stock ROM</h3> +<p><a href="https://github.com/0x192/universal-android-debloater">https://github.com/0x192/universal-android-debloater</a></p> +<h3 id="a-curated-list-of-open-source-android-applications-tutorials-and-resources">A curated list of open source Android applications, tutorials and resources</h3> +<p><a href="https://gitlab.com/linuxcafefederation/awesome-android/-/blob/main/README.md">https://gitlab.com/linuxcafefederation/awesome-android/-/blob/main/README.md</a></p> +<h3 id="android-app-compatibility-list-for-de-googled-phones">Android App compatibility list for de-googled phones</h3> +<p><a href="https://plexus.techlore.tech/">https://plexus.techlore.tech/</a></p> +<h3 id="custom-roms-suggestions-privacy-guides">Custom ROMs suggestions, privacy guides</h3> +<p><a href="https://gearjail.neocities.org/">https://gearjail.neocities.org/</a></p> +<h3 id="recommended-chinkphones">Recommended Chinkphones</h3> +<p><a href="https://pastebin.com/GMxbc1XB">https://pastebin.com/GMxbc1XB</a> (embed)</p> +<h2 id="-twg---tech-workers-general-">* /twg/ - Tech Workers General *</h2> +<h3 id="getting-started">Getting Started</h3> +<p><a href="https://www.devjobsscanner.com/blog/top-8-most-demanded-languages-in-2022/">https://www.devjobsscanner.com/blog/top-8-most-demanded-languages-in-2022/</a></p> +<h3 id="want-a-tech-job-but-have-no-degree-skills-or-experience">Want a tech job, but have no degree, skills, or experience?</h3> +<p><a href="https://christopherming.com/tech-jobs-no-experience/">https://christopherming.com/tech-jobs-no-experience/</a><br> +<a href="https://learntocodewith.me/posts/tech-jobs-no-experience/">https://learntocodewith.me/posts/tech-jobs-no-experience/</a></p> +<h3 id="interview-prep">Interview Prep</h3> +<p>blind 75 or grind 75 on<br> +<a href="https://neetcode.io/">https://neetcode.io/</a><br> +<a href="https://blog.interviewing.io/">https://blog.interviewing.io/</a></p> +<h3 id="resume-stuff">Resume Stuff</h3> +<p><a href="https://www.careercup.com/resume">https://www.careercup.com/resume</a></p> +<h3 id="salary-stuff">Salary Stuff</h3> +<p><a href="https://www.fearlesssalarynegotiation.com/salary-expectations-interview-question/">https://www.fearlesssalarynegotiation.com/salary-expectations-interview-question/</a><br> +<a href="https://www.freecodecamp.org/news/how-not-to-bomb-your-offer-negotiation-c46bb9bc7dea/">https://www.freecodecamp.org/news/how-not-to-bomb-your-offer-negotiation-c46bb9bc7dea/</a><br> +<a href="https://www.kalzumeus.com/2012/01/23/salary-negotiation/">https://www.kalzumeus.com/2012/01/23/salary-negotiation/</a><br> +<a href="https://levels.fyi/">https://levels.fyi/</a></p> +<h3 id="how-to-respond-to-recruiter-spam">How to Respond to Recruiter Spam</h3> +<p><a href="https://pastebin.com/WX4b62Jx">https://pastebin.com/WX4b62Jx</a></p> +<h3 id="layoffs">Layoffs</h3> +<p><a href="https://layoffs.fyi/">https://layoffs.fyi/</a></p> +<h3 id="helpful-youtube-channels">Helpful YouTube Channels</h3> +<p><a href="https://www.youtube.com/@ContinuousDelivery">https://www.youtube.com/@ContinuousDelivery</a><br> +<a href="https://www.youtube.com/@EngineeringwithUtsav">https://www.youtube.com/@EngineeringwithUtsav</a><br> +<a href="https://www.youtube.com/@gkcs">https://www.youtube.com/@gkcs</a> (systems design interview prep)<br> +<a href="https://www.youtube.com/@ycombinator">https://www.youtube.com/@ycombinator</a> (if you’re doing a startup)</p> +<h3 id="twg-irc-channel">/twg/ IRC Channel</h3> +<p>/g/twg on irc.rizon.net<br> +Web client: <a href="https://kiwiirc.com/nextclient/irc.rizon.net/#/g/twg">https://kiwiirc.com/nextclient/irc.rizon.net/#/g/twg</a></p> +<h2 id="-pcbg---pc-building-general-">* /PCBG/ - PC building general *</h2> +<p>Post build list or current specs including monitor:<br> +<a href="https://pcpartpicker.com/">https://pcpartpicker.com/</a><br> +Provide specific use cases (e.g. video editing, competitive gaming, streaming etc.)</p> +<h3 id="news">News</h3> +<p>Newly released: +RTX 4080, RTX 4090, Intel Raptor lake, AM5 / Zen 4, 7900XT/X 4070 Ti, Zen4X3D +Soon:<br> +7600XT - Q2 2023<br> +4060 - summer 2023</p> +<h3 id="cpus">CPUs</h3> +<p>For light usage/web browsing: Intel i3 or Ryzen 3/G.<br> +For gaming: Intel i5 (K if you want overclocking) or a Ryzen 5.<br> +For multithreaded performance, consider an Intel i7, i9 or a Ryzen 9. Get a Threadripper for heavy-duty workloads.</p> +<h3 id="gpus">GPUs</h3> +<p>For gaming, check out the benchmarks for whatever games you play and pick whatever performs best.<br> +For productivity, get a Nvidia Card for CUDA, nvenc, better software support. Don’t bother with workstation cards, not worth it.</p> +<h3 id="psus">PSUs</h3> +<p><a href="https://cultists.network/140/psu-tier-list/">https://cultists.network/140/psu-tier-list/</a></p> +<h3 id="ssds">SSDs</h3> +<p>Use an NVMe Drive for your operating system.<br> +Standouts: Hynix P41, Kingston KC3000, WD Black SN850X<br> +<a href="https://ssd.borecraft.com/">https://ssd.borecraft.com/</a></p> +<h3 id="motherboard">Motherboard</h3> +<p><a href="https://www.build-gaming-computers.com/motherboards-with-bios-flashback.html">https://www.build-gaming-computers.com/motherboards-with-bios-flashback.html</a></p> +<h2 id="-fwt---friendly-windows-thread-">* /fwt/ - Friendly Windows Thread *</h2> +<p>FAQ:</p> +<h3 id="how-do-i-activate-windows">How do I activate Windows?</h3> +<p><a href="https://github.com/massgravel/Microsoft-Activation-Scripts">https://github.com/massgravel/Microsoft-Activation-Scripts</a> +HWID mimics upgrade activation to generate a permanent legitimate license. (works on non-VL editions only)</p> +<h3 id="which-version-should-i-install">Which version should I install?</h3> +<p>Home/Pro<br> +Comes with bloatware apps (games, music, news, etc) and bloatware system apps<br> +Education/Workstation/Enterprise<br> +Comes with bloatware system apps (weather, people, onedrive, etc).<br> +LTSC (5 years support, VL/KMS only) / IoT LTSC (10 years support, HWID only)<br> +Comes with Win32 system utils, no MS Store, no apps.<br> +If you need MS Store, run this in cmd: wsreset -i<br> +Install Xbox/Gamebar apps for feature parity with other W10 editions.</p> +<h3 id="do-i-even-need-iot-ltsc">Do I even need IoT LTSC?</h3> +<p>W10 Home/Pro/Edu/WS/Ent editions end support in 10/2025, LTSC in 2027, IoT LTSC in 2032.</p> +<h3 id="how-do-i-activate-office">How do I activate Office?</h3> +<p><a href="https://github.com/abbodi1406/KMS_VL_ALL_AIO/releases">https://github.com/abbodi1406/KMS_VL_ALL_AIO/releases</a><br> +Emulates a KMS server, not ideal as KMS trips AV sometimes and deactivates. Alternatively, use MSOffice through your browser since it’s free.<br> +Or you can try OnlyOffice/LibreOffice/WPS and set it to save as MSOffice file formats.</p> +<h3 id="where-can-i-get-windowsoffice-isos">Where can I get Windows/Office ISOs?</h3> +<p><a href="https://massgrave.dev/genuine-installation-media.html">https://massgrave.dev/genuine-installation-media.html</a><br> +Other sources:<br> +<a href="https://pastebin.com/p6b3N9w2">https://pastebin.com/p6b3N9w2</a> (embed)</p> +<h3 id="is-optimize-offline-worth-it">Is Optimize-Offline worth it?</h3> +<p>Should I debloat?<br> +If you need to ask, then no. You WILL break something.<br> +If you know what you’re doing:<br> +<a href="https://pastebin.com/S5VKBirt">https://pastebin.com/S5VKBirt</a> (embed)</p> +<h3 id="windowsoffice-installation-guide">Windows/Office installation guide</h3> +<p><a href="https://rentry.org/windowsinstallguide">https://rentry.org/windowsinstallguide</a></p> +<h3 id="portable-programs--partitioning-for-reinstall-proofing">Portable programs & partitioning for reinstall-proofing</h3> +<p><a href="https://pastebin.com/Zh7WSbJ2">https://pastebin.com/Zh7WSbJ2</a> (embed)</p> +<h4 id="useful-programs-for-a-new-install">Useful programs for a new install</h4> +<p><a href="https://pastebin.com/hN8nnwns">https://pastebin.com/hN8nnwns</a> (embed)</p> +<h3 id="make-4chanfwt-easier-to-browse">Make 4chan/fwt easier to browse</h3> +<p><a href="https://www.4chan-x.net">https://www.4chan-x.net</a></p> +<h3 id="i-miss-the-windows-start-menu">I miss the Windows## start menu</h3> +<p>OpenShell</p> +<h3 id="is-w11-good-yet">Is W11 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My Mom already has betrayed my Dad. So even before my fist day at School I was seperated from my father. While I was in 3rd or 4th grade, my Grandma (the mother of my mother) was dying of brain Cancer. I was living together with my Big Sister with my Mom. My Mother was at this time very on edge, for example I was waking up in the middle of the night from shouting. My Mother yelled to my older sister “If I ever catch you again stealing, I’m taking an Axe and chop your hands off!” There often were moments like this. Eventually my sister at the age of 13 ran away. She wanted to stay with my Dad, but he wasn’t the Biological father, so that didn’t work. So my sister was moved to a residential group for young ones. She later said to me, she regrets to not have taken me with her. So alone with my mother and her mother close to death, I was back then really on edge. I remember my teacher making a gradmajoke, when I literally tableflipped and screaming towards my teacher. I got fat and couldn’t even care less about anything anymore. I wasn’t a stupid kid, I red Stephen Kings “it” when being in 4th class. Neither less, I went to “Hauptschule” which means something as lower secondary school, while all my friends were sent to middle secondary school I freaking hated this school where none of my friends were and I got in several fights. My way out of this was learning, become better; with success, I changed to middle secondary school, and was back with my friends again. Things seemd to work yout for me. Even my parents were moving back together. Sadly this luck bared not very long with me. My Mother had jet another affair, and was again fighting with my father, she got an office Job at Porsche and felt as something better or what not. She started to go to vacation with me and my sister, Which came from the resident. But not with my father. We went to vacation on an alp. I was long time alone left with a tv and food, but no mother with me, at some point I thought she might be injured or sth. alike. I saw here with the dude that owned the alp chatting and basicly fucking him with her eyes. back at home my mother has taken several vacations alone, said she needs a time on her own. My dad saw the Telephone Bill and knew exactly what was going on. My dad showed me the Bill and everything made sense. At this time I was like 12-13 yo. My father and I sat down to write a letter to my mom, basicially telling her, she can thread my dad however she liked, but at least to me she should be honest (she didn’t knew that I did knew). It was probably wrong from my father to come to me, but I was happy to not be treated as a kid. My Mother told me that she sees another man, and I played surprised. with that now being official, the divorce was on it’s way. My grades dropped and I had a pretty wild attitude, I vandalized, stole, beat up and insult together with starting to drink Alkohol, and smoking Cigarettes. I did several fucked up things my parents don’t know about till today. +I kinda could asses about this dude she got and there was nearly nothing good about this dude. He owned the alp we did vacation in. He wore Hawaiian shirts with gold necklace and grey chest hair. The absolute impersonalized macho, that yells unfriendly at the restaurant, makes jokes about insulting his dying brother, grabbed the (from him employed) waitress at her ass, and so on.</p> +<p>I knew my mother had a good side and I even understood what blind love can do, but I wanted to protect my mom from this monster. At this time I already lost my fake friends, since she dragged me every weekend to this literally motherfucker.</p> +<h2 id="the-most-important-but-wrong-decicion-of-my-life">The most Important but wrong decicion of my life</h2> +<p>At the age of 14 my parents got a divorce. Here’s what I did: I asked my father if it’s okay if I stick with my Mom, because I don’t want to leave her alone with this maniac and want to protect her. My father understoof what I ment and said He’ll be fine. When moving to my mom my grades dropped like mad, I refused to do anything schoolrelated, and she didn’t care, I started to smoke infront of her, and she said nothing as long as I was quiet. At this moment I had no friends, a constandt grumbeling and yelling mom, and the worst thing, I had to spend all of my free time (the weekends) With her and him. He lived around 3h away from our home, because my mom had still her job at porsche, so it was a weekend relationshit. When we were with him, I had to sleep on a field mattress and as backgroundsound I heard them constantly fucking, once I was at the toilet and this fucker came in naked with a wet tip on his … anyways. At some point I stood up for myself and demanded to stay the weekend at home alone. Not knowing that things will go even worse than yet</p> +<h2 id="pain-starts-when-the-muscle-is-relaxing">Pain starts when the Muscle is relaxing</h2> +<p>I think this is the reason why I got my psychosis on my first weekend alone at home. I could relax and had a bit distance. I went to a diner and ate some food, while having a very intense chat with some old grannys, we laughed a lot and I remember them saying “Oh, I’ve never thought there were teenagers like that” (in a positive way). Back at home I felt like on speed. I won every Counterstrike game googled for knowledge and scientific articles like mad and wrote a Hypothetice to my teacher, which turned out to be some trash and confuse writings. I tried to contact a former friend and told him, that learning connects synapses and that learning is simply conentration, so when you concentrate about being smart, you become smart. The way I talked reminded the Mother of my former friend about a case in family, which happend to be Schitzophrenic. She contacted my parents and told them about it. I’ve never thought to see my parents next to each other again, but at this sunday they both stood the same time next to each other at the doorstep. I was so intensly happy to see them next to each other and even talking to each other, I couldn’t beleve it. Now what they did was touching my forehead and said “It’s so hot, maybe you have fever, let’s get you a doctor” I didn’t gave it a second thought and was so happy they talk to each other again. I remind that there was the most beautiful sunset, I’ve ever seen. But while driving I somehow got frightend. I tought my mom and my dad were hypnotized and screamed at them to stop the car, since I feared we would crash the car. I tried to speak to the primal brain by giving them commands you’d give a dog. I was such frightend that I wanted to jump out of the car, which would be fatal, since we drove 80 km/h and there was a cliff next to the road. However my dad stopped me from jumping out of the car. Finally we arrived at the hospital, but I had no clue on where we were. There was some dude, who asked me some questions, like if I had taken drugs and so on. However I tought this were stupid questions, since I never have been taken drugs. I cannot remember most of the questions anymore. What I know is that I thought that the people around me are hypnotized and I am the only one walking around which isn’t hypnotized. I asked my father to take off his glasses, so I can slap him to get him out of his hypnosis. Later I heard that my mother had a mental breakdown and my father bursted out in tears. I have just once seen him cry before. The first time was because his herniated disc the other one at this time. I got to the hospital when it was night and I was 15 years old. they gave me medication to sleep and put me in a (I took it as one) drunk tank, but it really was a rubber cell happen to look like a drunk tank.</p> +<h2 id="first-time-in-psychiatry">First time in psychiatry</h2> +<p>I don’t remember the first few days in psychiatry, later I was told that I wanted everyone to quit smoking. I just quit smoking myself around 3 or 4 months before, but with all day time and all socialising happening in the smoking area, I started to smoke very quickly again. +Then I was 15 years old and I am today, at the age of 30 still smoking. Some girl told me that they want to control my thoughts with the medication they gave me, so the first days I spit them out and they had to give me dissolvable tablets. The people there were besides that joke pretty friendly and we had much to talk (mostly while smoking). We hat much therapy, like sports, music, ergo (arts). I had to give urine and blood samples. So they knew I haven’t taken Drugs (which I didn’t). Or to know that I have no cancer cells, which I also didn’t. I was getting rapidly better, besides the therapy I mentioned, there were of course long talking sessions (2 times a week with a psychologist and one time a week with a psychiatrist and one times a week in a Group Session). We had also several duties, like cleaning the kitchen and tables, clean the ashtray make tea, we had to do make our beds. There even was a school, for the ones that got better. I got so quick better, that I thought I can go home now, which they wouldn’t recommend. They told me: “if the first Psychosis is threatened until you’re fully recovered, there is a 50/50 chanse you never get a psychosis again”. I was thinking I was fully recoverd, even if the doctors told otherwise. But I was pressuring my parents to let me go home again. To understand what “Fully recoverd” means you have to know. That a psychosis comes with 2 phases. the first is the acute phase, where you have all the delusions, manics, hallucinations etc. This phase is normally very short. It is also called Positive Symptomatic. Not positive because it’s good, but instead there are additional symptoms. Whereas the Minus Symptomatic you lack certain things, like extremly reduced motivation, power and concentration. You are so slow, as if you damaged your brain with 30 years of excessive smoking dope. I really underestimated this point. Since I was in a low stress environment, I didn’t know how I would react under stress. I didn’t listen to my Doctors and wanted to go home as quickly as possible (you really shouldn’t do this). I was a total of 4 months in psyciatry. Also I lost my so called “Friends”, which all talked bullshit and even made a youtube video about me with my real name attached to it.</p> +<h2 id="back-at-home">Back at home</h2> +<p>I pressured my parents to the point that the doctors let me go back home with my mother. My Mom was at full Helicopter mode. She forbid me to sit at the Computer. She dragged me back to earlier mentioned Motherfucker, I had no friends. I ended up going to school, where I couldn’t conecntrate to follow the subjects and didn’t care about anything anymore. My teachers tried to motivate my, but it was all for nothing. I just sat there dreaming, looking outside of the window and waiting till the lessons ended. Back at home I normally just layed there on the bed and did … well nothing. I once was good in sports but with gained weight, I felt ugly and ashamed. I constantly fighted with my mom. She thought I was healthy which I clearly wasn’t she blamed my recent failures either on me or the computer. skip 2 months after I left Psychiatry, I demanded her to take me back and go to therapy again. My Mother thought I was making jokes and use my Illness as an excuse to skip my duties. With protest she finally gave in and drove me back to the psychiatry</p> +<h2 id="back-to-the-funny-house">Back to the funny house</h2> +<p>I felt relieved back there. All the stress could wait, I had done much sports and I kinda was happy to see my former “Inmates” again. I liked the long talkings, while smoking. They teached me how to roll cigarets, I collected my Medication mugs, building towers with it. When I thought I had a bad situation, the Psychiatry teached me, that no matter how bad you feel, there’s always someone that has to suffer more. I saw 14 year olds which had smoked Crystal Meth, Rape victims, girls with scars, thick like a finger across their whole body. People with anorexia, that only weight 30kg which get food via gastric tube. People that hear voices. Compulsive disorders where one needed 3-4 hours till they’re ready to sleep. +There was a fat dude which got enrage, they put him after that to the grown ups. the other males were mostly stoners, with a few exceptions. When we had a bad time we started to purposeley hyperventilating, to get unconceness and just forget about our problems. My Psychologist and me agreed that I shouldn’t stay at home with my mother. Me, my Mother and my Psychologist had a conversation, where I careful explained to my mom, that I’d rather live with my father. I remember, that my mom twitched a second then cried, like I just died. After crying like mad my mom just was silent. That should be (with one exception) the last thing that I’d hear from her for seven years. +One Punkrock Girl I remember was raped, couldn’t cope with it, so she started taking drugs. she cut herself daily. There was nearly no space left to get new scars so. It was a devil’s spiral. She was to sick for detox therapy and to addicted for psycho therapy. she had a Psychosis (heard voices), Depressions, Bordlerline, self-injurious behavior, bolemy. Ontop of that, usage of hard drugs. The girl was super friendly kind etc. and she was released back when I was the first time in psychiatry. On my last day of the second stay, she came in on the fixation bed, she screamed and streched like mad. So they gaver her a so called “beton injection”. An injection that let’s you quickly sleep for 1-2 days. But since she was used to very hard drugs, it didn’t work on her. She also lost extremly on weight. She was last time I saw her, chubby and now she was very thin because of her bolomy. She happend so screamd and fought her fixation bed the whole night and tried to bite off her tounge. The so called “Beton Injection” didn’t work even a bit. That was my last night at psychiatry. Full of yelling, shouting and creaking from fixation bed.</p> + + </div> + </article> + </main> +<aside> + <div> + <div> + <h3>LATEST POSTS</h3> + </div> + <div> + <ul> + + <li><a href="/posts/g-generals/">/g/ Generals</a></li> + + <li><a href="/posts/making_a_tinfoilhat_03/">Making a tinfoil-hat 03</a></li> + + <li><a href="/posts/making_a_tinfoilhat_02/">Making a tinfoil-hat 02</a></li> + + <li><a href="/posts/onion-linklist/">Onion Linklist</a></li> + + <li><a href="/posts/making_a_tinfoilhat_01/">Making a tinfoil-hat 01</a></li> + + </ul> + </div> + </div> +</aside> + + + <footer> + <p>© 2023 <a href="https://blog.tinfoil-hat.net"><b>blog.tinfoil-hat.net</b></a>. + <a href="https://tinfoil-hat.net"><b>Landing Page</b></a>. + <a href="http://keys.gnupg.net/pks/lookup?op=vindex&fingerprint=on&search=0xC0090D40CFE34966"><b>GPG-Fingerprint</b></a>. + <a href="mailto:mal@tinfoil-hat.net"><b>E-Mail</b></a>. + <a href="https://git.tinfoil-hat.net"><b>Gitweb</b></a>. + </p> +</footer> + +</body> +</html> diff --git a/public/posts/making_a_tinfoilhat_02/index.html b/public/posts/making_a_tinfoilhat_02/index.html new file mode 100644 index 0000000..d0e2647 --- /dev/null +++ b/public/posts/making_a_tinfoilhat_02/index.html @@ -0,0 +1,98 @@ +<!DOCTYPE html> +<html lang="en-us"> +<head> + <meta charset="UTF-8"> + <meta name="viewport" content="width=device-width, initial-scale=1"> + <meta http-equiv="X-UA-Compatible" content="IE=edge"> + <style type=text/css>body{font-family:monospace;}</style> + <title>Making a tinfoil-hat 02</title> + + + <link rel="stylesheet" href="/css/style.css"> + + +</head> +<body> + <header> + ==========================<br> + == <a href="https://blog.tinfoil-hat.net">blog.tinfoil-hat.net</a> ==<br> + ========================== + <div style="float: right;">A save home for every tinfoil-hat!</div><br> + <p> + <nav> + <a href="/"><b>Start</b></a>. + + + <a href="/posts/"><b>Posts</b></a>. + + <a href="/categories/"><b>Categories</b></a>. + + <a href="/tags/"><b>Tags</b></a>. + + </nav> + </p> + <script async defer data-website-id="9b2f4923-27f6-41ac-ba15-43c51d35250e" src="https://stats.tinfoil-hat.net/umami.js"></script> + +</header> + + + <main> + <article> + <h1>Making a tinfoil-hat 02</h1> + <b><time>13.06.2022 19:52</time></b> + + <a href="/tags/psyche">psyche</a> + + <a href="/tags/personality">personality</a> + + + <div> + <h2 id="way-to-round-three">Way to Round three</h2> +<p>After I got released the second time from Psychiatry, I thought I had the worst is left behind. I was happy to be with my father again. But I couldn’t reach my Mother via phone or at home. I have written in the last part that it would be the last time I’d see my mother for a long time. I tried to call her a lot and she never picked up her phone. I was sick with being in this helpless situation and several worst case scenarios went trough my mind. I went back to school after that. but I already had missed so much, that I was put in the class beneath my actual class, where I was threatend as some kind of alien. I have had very few chanses so see my friends. back at home I layed in bed and did basicially nothing. I was sick of fear for my mother which had entered a relationship with a literally psychopath. I couldn’t see a way out of the misery, I partly wasn’t all that bad as before, but I got dictated by my fear. I have to refer to my last post, where I told you my medication let me be tired all day and gain 20KG in just three months which made it extra difficult. I developed shizophrenic Symptopms again and I eventually asked my dad to drive me back to psychiatry as I couldn’t learn stuff at school, had no friends and energy to do anything but laying around.</p> +<h2 id="round-three">Round Three</h2> +<p>Appeariently there was no bed free at the youth psychiatry, so I was put with the adults in closed psychiatry. Which is the worst place you can land when it’s about psychiatry. When I was briefed about the rules a grandma crawled on the floor and screamed for help. In the night there was constant screaming. And since this was a tall building, no fresh air or garden, but a smoking room with piss yellow walls from nicotine. I was shown the toilets and the sign said “Toilet for Humans” not male or female, no - for humans … in the first night there I couldn’t sleep so arount 4am I called my mom and she got on the line the first time since months hearing nothing from her. I sad “mom, I’m back in Psychiatry” she just replied “So what? I’ve enough problems” That should be the last thing I should hear from her for seven years. At this point I was done fighting against this psychosis. I just gave in and accepted my faith. They tought I was ready to get in Open-Adult-Station but at this time I already had Consciousness gaps. I remember nearly nothing from this station. When I was put in youth psychiatry I was happy but I just got tempoarily better, after that I couldn’t remember some months. Probably 4 or so. I was told from my “Inmates”, that I rarely spoke and asked wired questions. Everything felt like in a dream and was obscure. But what I remember was voices that laughed at me. Because of this voices I made strange sounds, partly just in my head, but also in real life. It was a moaning, which I couldn’t contol. The others laughed about this. But I was ashamed and couldn’t control this. Because of this extreme psychosis, they gave me a whole meal of mediakation, so to speak.</p> +<h2 id="fighting-spirit">Fighting Spirit</h2> +<p>The most effective therapies for me at the youth psychiatry was the sports program. Most of them were voluntary. Like walking 3 hours through the woods, two times a week. Ballsports etc. wieght lifting and swimming. I took part in all of them and started making push ups and crunches. I did it so regulary that I got up to 50 push ups and lost most of my gained weight ~15KG. This was my way out of my psychosis, sports with healthy diet food and cardio e.g. walking trough woods. The other Therapy was Music Therapy. I always hated being forced to play instuments, my Therapist offered me another possibility, which was listen to my music and talk about what it means to me, or what it could mean. I always looked forward to these sessions. +To a total of 7 months I was this time in psychiatry. And my psychiatrist and social worker agreed that going home was no option for me, instead I shoud go to a living group for teens and young adults that have mental illnesses as well.</p> +<h2 id="safe-harbor">Safe Harbor</h2> +<p>The livingoup which specified on young adults with mental illnesses was a fresh start for me, where all the others had similar problems like me. I was happy back then. I wasn’t forced to do anything but got help to work on myslef from people with experience. At first, I drove every week to my dad and we made a ritual with our favourite meals and Movie Nights. My wounds had time to heal and me and my father felt a bond, that none of us had to speak out, because we both felt it and knew what we had on eachother. After a long period of time I felt save and happy. +My living group also provided apprenticeships like painter, hair cutter office etc. I did internships for painter and 2 internships as Butcher. But I went back to school and graduated he Secondary Middle school with very good grades. I like to think about this time. Back then I was 17 and when I got 18 I was given a flat with 2 weekly visits from a social worker. Other than that, I was on my own. 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Her family was very religious. Her mother played the organ (Istrument in a Church) and her step dad was somewhat of a pastor. They beat her with a ritgerte, let her clean the organic garbage can with maggots and only a cloth lobe, even tough she was vegetarian. Also she had to pound stones in the basement. She had told her mom in advance that she doesn’t want to do a part in a sports class and her mom approved it. When we were together in bed cuddling, her mother bursted in the door and yelled at her why the school wrote a letter, complaining she didn’t partipicate in sports class. Again, she already know. Also her mom was a real Mountain Troll and she also was a Hunter and had Guns in her house.. My gf cried a lot and I decided that I want to help her out of this family and get her in a living group, for some months and then move together. So we escaped her home and took a taxi to the next trainstation and went to my dad. We had told him in advance what we want to and he approved. Then the youth office was involved and she was brought to a living group. There she had the choice between the group and her real father. She chose her father. At first we thought things will get better, but instead it got worse. Her father was an alcoholic, her aunt which lived in the same house was devious as fuck and her grandma was a angry bitter woman whose favourite activity was to scream at others. Her grandma was owning the house and was very old fashioned. If she had known about our relationship, she would had kicked her out of their house, so we had to be sneaky when meeting each other. She now lived around 30 Kilometers away from me and I had only a Scooter which drove 37 KM/h. Also it was winter and we lived at this time in the black forest, where temperatures dropped down to -15 C° easily. We had met as often as possible and enjoyed our selves in an Hunter’s Stand and in the Woods on a stone.</p> +<h2 id="our-first-flat-living-together">Our first flat living together</h2> +<p>When I finished School and she was of legal age, we moved together in a cheap tiny flat with bad thermal insulation. We also had no heather but an wood oven. The oven wasn’t big enough to glow trough the night, so we woke up at the morning with frosty breath. She did an apprenticeship at Fielmann, which sells Glasses. I visited a higher school, which I sadly failed at. So I also started an apprenticeship, bought a car and we lived all together 2 years happy and intimate. I still took my medicine and visited the psyciatrist. But it felt too good to be true, so I said to her one night: “I am afraid that my illness will ruin our relationship”</p> +<h2 id="everything-comes-to-an-end">Everything comes to an end</h2> +<p>The beginning of the end was an call from my aunt. She told me, that my mother was leaving the Motherfucker and that she needed our help, to get away from him. I haven’t heard anything from her for round about 7 years. I was happy to hear that and immediently agreed to help. An friend of mine had a storage room where we placed her kitchen. I drove to her and had a nervous breakdown and could stop just in time before I cried till I had no tears left. I drove to my mother. When I arrived, my dog which I also haven’t seen in 7 years, recognized me and went crazy. I collapsed once more. When I finnaly calmed down, we helped her move. I was so motivated that I couldn’t sleep and drove back and forth. I was so excited and in action, that I was awake for 2-3 days. this was the point where my psyche couldn’t cope with anymore. I spare you the whole drama</p> +<h2 id="madness">Madness</h2> +<p>But in the end I went back to the psychiatry. It was just the top floor of a hospital and it was the worst psychiatry I was in, my whole life. They kept me ~3-4 days and decided I was healthy, overseeing, that I was manic. So I came back and I said I wanna drink a beer. I really wanted to celebrate seeing my mom again and be out of hospital. But my gf and I got in a fight. To be fair, I was really on edge at this point was was loud and all that, which she wasn’t used to. She drove to a friend and called a friend of mine, who imeadently saw what the case was: Again a Psychosis. I didn’t want to go to the psychiatry and wanted to create the best computer game in the world and already tried to spend the money which I didn’t have. I yelled at my motherfucker, that I’ll buy his land an burn everything to the ground, also I wanted to buy a Porsche online. My friend did his best to get me off the internet. I started to get agressive but after some time he got me calmed down. When I remember correctly, I slept after some hours and went back to psychiatry. I thought it was just for a talk, but it turned out, I had to stay there. I refused and kicked against the entry door and was screaming. Around 5-6 caregiver put me on fixing bed. It was the first time. A judge was involved to keep my in psychiatry. I rememberd from my last visits, that sports was good for me, so I started to work out and drink a lot. I haven’t thought of it, but it makes sense now. I drank around 6-7 Liters a day and flushed the medicine out of my blood system. So they adapted the dosis.</p> +<h2 id="how-i-destroyed-our-relationship">How I destroyed our relationship</h2> +<p>I was already before my psychosis unhappy with our relationship. I had so much things I wanted to talk about. But I didn’t want to do this, when I was psychotic. I wanted to give all a deep thought when I was again clearthinking. So I told her not to visit me in psychiatry and give me room to recover. I stood my point of view, but she was still exert pressure on me. She put so much pressure on me that I pushed her away.</p> +<p>At this time I still was manic. And I had an roomate which always talked about fucking around. fucking in pataya fucking here fucking there. Hookers here Hookers there. I somehow told to myself that the relationship is broken bejoind repair. I pushed her away until I yelld her “I don’t need you I just get a hooker” This was it for our relationship. I pushed her sotospeak away and we went apart. She tried one more time to seduce me and got me again falling with her in love with her, when she ended it again.</p> +<p>I don’t wanna try to excuse for my behaviour, but take this Wikipedia Article from Wikipedia tl;dr I wasn’t myself at this time</p> +<p><em>The symptoms of mania include elevated mood (either euphoric or irritable), flight of ideas and pressure of speech, increased energy, decreased need and desire for sleep, and hyperactivity. They are most plainly evident in fully developed hypomanic states. However, in full-blown mania, they undergo progressively severe exacerbations and become more and more obscured by other signs and symptoms, such as delusions and fragmentation of behavior.</em></p> +<h2 id="going-full-blown-crazy">Going full blown Crazy</h2> +<p>When I filally realized that I had drank too much water, I stopped doing that, and the medication started kicking in. I started to get wrose and worse and side effects like throat air spasm, sleeping 17 hours, panic attacks and physicially feeling like a 90 year old grandma. I told the doctor, we could go down with dosis, because I stopped thinning out my medication, but he didn’t listen. The panic attacks were really hard. I unironically thought I will suffocate. There was a medication that could help in such a case: Tavor. But this medication makes addictive, so one can only use it for 2 weeks. I have told my doctor over and over again, that I don’t want such a high dosis, but he didn ´t listen. I felt so helpless, that I went full engrage. I screamed my fear out and kicked against the nurses door, out of despair. So again 5-6 caregivers put me on a fixation bed. I remember waking up in the middle of the night having to pee and still was on fixation bed. The nurses bell was out of reach and I wanted to yell for a nurse. I was getting louder and louder until I screamed. Within some minutes a nurse came in and yelled at me “Mr. tinfoil-hat it’s middle of the night, stop screaming.” I told her I had to go to the bathroom. He declined and instead pulled down my pants and reached a bedpan… +From this point I was just a quiet vegetable that said yes and nodded my head to everything. From doctors point of view, it was a big success. But I still felt like I have to die every night, sleep 17 hours and be a vegetable.</p> +<h2 id="residence">Residence</h2> +<p>I was released from psychiatry into a Residence for mental ill patients. The average age was around 60, I had no internet and had heavy panic attacks every night. I could set the clock on when I got a panic attack. I could only get rid of them when I fell asleep, so I was in this state for around 3 hours. The feeling to drown 30 meters under the sea, with no more breath, must feel similar. My room mate didn’t talk anything besides Hello and Bye. The most I could hear him saying was “Are you going now?” The residence was up on a hill and with my medication I couldn’t really go down in the city and up again. so i was stuck there. I had the choice to work in a workshop for the disabled but I tryed it and declined. I talked a lot on the phone, until there was not much to say since my days were all the same. So my relatives didn’t really want to talk with me. I could understand why. +At the upside, I git my Psychiatrist to change my medication and the panic attacks didn’t appear every night, but every 2-4 days. Which was a huge improvement. I asked some other people there and quickly recognized that this could be the end. And things will never change from here. There were people which lived around 20 years there and no improvements were made. You saw it in their eyes, they had given up. I didn’t want to accept that. 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My Mom already has betrayed my Dad. So even before my fist day at School I was seperated from my father. While I was in 3rd or 4th grade, my Grandma (the mother of my mother) was dying of brain Cancer. I was living together with my Big Sister with my Mom. My Mother was at this time very on edge, for example I was waking up in the middle of the night from shouting. My Mother yelled to my older sister “If I ever catch you again stealing, I’m taking an Axe and chop your hands off!” There often were moments like this. Eventually my sister at the age of 13 ran away. She wanted to stay with my Dad, but he wasn’t the Biological father, so that didn’t work. So my sister was moved to a residential group for young ones. She later said to me, she regrets to not have taken me with her. So alone with my mother and her mother close to death, I was back then really on edge. I remember my teacher making a gradmajoke, when I literally tableflipped and screaming towards my teacher. I got fat and couldn’t even care less about anything anymore. I wasn’t a stupid kid, I red Stephen Kings “it” when being in 4th class. Neither less, I went to “Hauptschule” which means something as lower secondary school, while all my friends were sent to middle secondary school I freaking hated this school where none of my friends were and I got in several fights. My way out of this was learning, become better; with success, I changed to middle secondary school, and was back with my friends again. Things seemd to work yout for me. Even my parents were moving back together. Sadly this luck bared not very long with me. My Mother had jet another affair, and was again fighting with my father, she got an office Job at Porsche and felt as something better or what not. She started to go to vacation with me and my sister, Which came from the resident. But not with my father. We went to vacation on an alp. I was long time alone left with a tv and food, but no mother with me, at some point I thought she might be injured or sth. alike. I saw here with the dude that owned the alp chatting and basicly fucking him with her eyes. back at home my mother has taken several vacations alone, said she needs a time on her own. My dad saw the Telephone Bill and knew exactly what was going on. My dad showed me the Bill and everything made sense. At this time I was like 12-13 yo. My father and I sat down to write a letter to my mom, basicially telling her, she can thread my dad however she liked, but at least to me she should be honest (she didn’t knew that I did knew). It was probably wrong from my father to come to me, but I was happy to not be treated as a kid. My Mother told me that she sees another man, and I played surprised. with that now being official, the divorce was on it’s way. My grades dropped and I had a pretty wild attitude, I vandalized, stole, beat up and insult together with starting to drink Alkohol, and smoking Cigarettes. I did several fucked up things my parents don’t know about till today. +I kinda could asses about this dude she got and there was nearly nothing good about this dude. He owned the alp we did vacation in. He wore Hawaiian shirts with gold necklace and grey chest hair. The absolute impersonalized macho, that yells unfriendly at the restaurant, makes jokes about insulting his dying brother, grabbed the (from him employed) waitress at her ass, and so on.</p> +<p>I knew my mother had a good side and I even understood what blind love can do, but I wanted to protect my mom from this monster. At this time I already lost my fake friends, since she dragged me every weekend to this literally motherfucker.</p> +<h2 id="the-most-important-but-wrong-decicion-of-my-life">The most Important but wrong decicion of my life</h2> +<p>At the age of 14 my parents got a divorce. Here’s what I did: I asked my father if it’s okay if I stick with my Mom, because I don’t want to leave her alone with this maniac and want to protect her. My father understoof what I ment and said He’ll be fine. When moving to my mom my grades dropped like mad, I refused to do anything schoolrelated, and she didn’t care, I started to smoke infront of her, and she said nothing as long as I was quiet. At this moment I had no friends, a constandt grumbeling and yelling mom, and the worst thing, I had to spend all of my free time (the weekends) With her and him. He lived around 3h away from our home, because my mom had still her job at porsche, so it was a weekend relationshit. When we were with him, I had to sleep on a field mattress and as backgroundsound I heard them constantly fucking, once I was at the toilet and this fucker came in naked with a wet tip on his … anyways. At some point I stood up for myself and demanded to stay the weekend at home alone. Not knowing that things will go even worse than yet</p> +<h2 id="pain-starts-when-the-muscle-is-relaxing">Pain starts when the Muscle is relaxing</h2> +<p>I think this is the reason why I got my psychosis on my first weekend alone at home. I could relax and had a bit distance. I went to a diner and ate some food, while having a very intense chat with some old grannys, we laughed a lot and I remember them saying “Oh, I’ve never thought there were teenagers like that” (in a positive way). Back at home I felt like on speed. I won every Counterstrike game googled for knowledge and scientific articles like mad and wrote a Hypothetice to my teacher, which turned out to be some trash and confuse writings. I tried to contact a former friend and told him, that learning connects synapses and that learning is simply conentration, so when you concentrate about being smart, you become smart. The way I talked reminded the Mother of my former friend about a case in family, which happend to be Schitzophrenic. She contacted my parents and told them about it. I’ve never thought to see my parents next to each other again, but at this sunday they both stood the same time next to each other at the doorstep. I was so intensly happy to see them next to each other and even talking to each other, I couldn’t beleve it. Now what they did was touching my forehead and said “It’s so hot, maybe you have fever, let’s get you a doctor” I didn’t gave it a second thought and was so happy they talk to each other again. I remind that there was the most beautiful sunset, I’ve ever seen. But while driving I somehow got frightend. I tought my mom and my dad were hypnotized and screamed at them to stop the car, since I feared we would crash the car. I tried to speak to the primal brain by giving them commands you’d give a dog. I was such frightend that I wanted to jump out of the car, which would be fatal, since we drove 80 km/h and there was a cliff next to the road. However my dad stopped me from jumping out of the car. Finally we arrived at the hospital, but I had no clue on where we were. There was some dude, who asked me some questions, like if I had taken drugs and so on. However I tought this were stupid questions, since I never have been taken drugs. I cannot remember most of the questions anymore. What I know is that I thought that the people around me are hypnotized and I am the only one walking around which isn’t hypnotized. I asked my father to take off his glasses, so I can slap him to get him out of his hypnosis. Later I heard that my mother had a mental breakdown and my father bursted out in tears. I have just once seen him cry before. The first time was because his herniated disc the other one at this time. I got to the hospital when it was night and I was 15 years old. they gave me medication to sleep and put me in a (I took it as one) drunk tank, but it really was a rubber cell happen to look like a drunk tank.</p> +<h2 id="first-time-in-psychiatry">First time in psychiatry</h2> +<p>I don’t remember the first few days in psychiatry, later I was told that I wanted everyone to quit smoking. I just quit smoking myself around 3 or 4 months before, but with all day time and all socialising happening in the smoking area, I started to smoke very quickly again. +Then I was 15 years old and I am today, at the age of 30 still smoking. Some girl told me that they want to control my thoughts with the medication they gave me, so the first days I spit them out and they had to give me dissolvable tablets. The people there were besides that joke pretty friendly and we had much to talk (mostly while smoking). We hat much therapy, like sports, music, ergo (arts). I had to give urine and blood samples. So they knew I haven’t taken Drugs (which I didn’t). Or to know that I have no cancer cells, which I also didn’t. I was getting rapidly better, besides the therapy I mentioned, there were of course long talking sessions (2 times a week with a psychologist and one time a week with a psychiatrist and one times a week in a Group Session). We had also several duties, like cleaning the kitchen and tables, clean the ashtray make tea, we had to do make our beds. There even was a school, for the ones that got better. I got so quick better, that I thought I can go home now, which they wouldn’t recommend. They told me: “if the first Psychosis is threatened until you’re fully recovered, there is a 50/50 chanse you never get a psychosis again”. I was thinking I was fully recoverd, even if the doctors told otherwise. But I was pressuring my parents to let me go home again. To understand what “Fully recoverd” means you have to know. That a psychosis comes with 2 phases. the first is the acute phase, where you have all the delusions, manics, hallucinations etc. This phase is normally very short. It is also called Positive Symptomatic. Not positive because it’s good, but instead there are additional symptoms. Whereas the Minus Symptomatic you lack certain things, like extremly reduced motivation, power and concentration. You are so slow, as if you damaged your brain with 30 years of excessive smoking dope. I really underestimated this point. Since I was in a low stress environment, I didn’t know how I would react under stress. I didn’t listen to my Doctors and wanted to go home as quickly as possible (you really shouldn’t do this). I was a total of 4 months in psyciatry. Also I lost my so called “Friends”, which all talked bullshit and even made a youtube video about me with my real name attached to it.</p> +<h2 id="back-at-home">Back at home</h2> +<p>I pressured my parents to the point that the doctors let me go back home with my mother. My Mom was at full Helicopter mode. She forbid me to sit at the Computer. She dragged me back to earlier mentioned Motherfucker, I had no friends. I ended up going to school, where I couldn’t conecntrate to follow the subjects and didn’t care about anything anymore. My teachers tried to motivate my, but it was all for nothing. I just sat there dreaming, looking outside of the window and waiting till the lessons ended. Back at home I normally just layed there on the bed and did … well nothing. I once was good in sports but with gained weight, I felt ugly and ashamed. I constantly fighted with my mom. She thought I was healthy which I clearly wasn’t she blamed my recent failures either on me or the computer. skip 2 months after I left Psychiatry, I demanded her to take me back and go to therapy again. My Mother thought I was making jokes and use my Illness as an excuse to skip my duties. With protest she finally gave in and drove me back to the psychiatry</p> +<h2 id="back-to-the-funny-house">Back to the funny house</h2> +<p>I felt relieved back there. All the stress could wait, I had done much sports and I kinda was happy to see my former “Inmates” again. I liked the long talkings, while smoking. They teached me how to roll cigarets, I collected my Medication mugs, building towers with it. When I thought I had a bad situation, the Psychiatry teached me, that no matter how bad you feel, there’s always someone that has to suffer more. I saw 14 year olds which had smoked Crystal Meth, Rape victims, girls with scars, thick like a finger across their whole body. People with anorexia, that only weight 30kg which get food via gastric tube. People that hear voices. Compulsive disorders where one needed 3-4 hours till they’re ready to sleep. +There was a fat dude which got enrage, they put him after that to the grown ups. the other males were mostly stoners, with a few exceptions. When we had a bad time we started to purposeley hyperventilating, to get unconceness and just forget about our problems. My Psychologist and me agreed that I shouldn’t stay at home with my mother. Me, my Mother and my Psychologist had a conversation, where I careful explained to my mom, that I’d rather live with my father. I remember, that my mom twitched a second then cried, like I just died. After crying like mad my mom just was silent. That should be (with one exception) the last thing that I’d hear from her for seven years. +One Punkrock Girl I remember was raped, couldn’t cope with it, so she started taking drugs. she cut herself daily. There was nearly no space left to get new scars so. It was a devil’s spiral. She was to sick for detox therapy and to addicted for psycho therapy. she had a Psychosis (heard voices), Depressions, Bordlerline, self-injurious behavior, bolemy. Ontop of that, usage of hard drugs. The girl was super friendly kind etc. and she was released back when I was the first time in psychiatry. On my last day of the second stay, she came in on the fixation bed, she screamed and streched like mad. So they gaver her a so called “beton injection”. An injection that let’s you quickly sleep for 1-2 days. But since she was used to very hard drugs, it didn’t work on her. She also lost extremly on weight. She was last time I saw her, chubby and now she was very thin because of her bolomy. She happend so screamd and fought her fixation bed the whole night and tried to bite off her tounge. The so called “Beton Injection” didn’t work even a bit. That was my last night at psychiatry. 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I was happy to be with my father again. But I couldn’t reach my Mother via phone or at home. I have written in the last part that it would be the last time I’d see my mother for a long time. I tried to call her a lot and she never picked up her phone. I was sick with being in this helpless situation and several worst case scenarios went trough my mind. I went back to school after that. but I already had missed so much, that I was put in the class beneath my actual class, where I was threatend as some kind of alien. I have had very few chanses so see my friends. back at home I layed in bed and did basicially nothing. I was sick of fear for my mother which had entered a relationship with a literally psychopath. I couldn’t see a way out of the misery, I partly wasn’t all that bad as before, but I got dictated by my fear. I have to refer to my last post, where I told you my medication let me be tired all day and gain 20KG in just three months which made it extra difficult. I developed shizophrenic Symptopms again and I eventually asked my dad to drive me back to psychiatry as I couldn’t learn stuff at school, had no friends and energy to do anything but laying around.</p> +<h2 id="round-three">Round Three</h2> +<p>Appeariently there was no bed free at the youth psychiatry, so I was put with the adults in closed psychiatry. Which is the worst place you can land when it’s about psychiatry. When I was briefed about the rules a grandma crawled on the floor and screamed for help. In the night there was constant screaming. And since this was a tall building, no fresh air or garden, but a smoking room with piss yellow walls from nicotine. I was shown the toilets and the sign said “Toilet for Humans” not male or female, no - for humans … in the first night there I couldn’t sleep so arount 4am I called my mom and she got on the line the first time since months hearing nothing from her. I sad “mom, I’m back in Psychiatry” she just replied “So what? I’ve enough problems” That should be the last thing I should hear from her for seven years. At this point I was done fighting against this psychosis. I just gave in and accepted my faith. They tought I was ready to get in Open-Adult-Station but at this time I already had Consciousness gaps. I remember nearly nothing from this station. When I was put in youth psychiatry I was happy but I just got tempoarily better, after that I couldn’t remember some months. Probably 4 or so. I was told from my “Inmates”, that I rarely spoke and asked wired questions. Everything felt like in a dream and was obscure. But what I remember was voices that laughed at me. Because of this voices I made strange sounds, partly just in my head, but also in real life. It was a moaning, which I couldn’t contol. The others laughed about this. But I was ashamed and couldn’t control this. Because of this extreme psychosis, they gave me a whole meal of mediakation, so to speak.</p> +<h2 id="fighting-spirit">Fighting Spirit</h2> +<p>The most effective therapies for me at the youth psychiatry was the sports program. Most of them were voluntary. Like walking 3 hours through the woods, two times a week. Ballsports etc. wieght lifting and swimming. I took part in all of them and started making push ups and crunches. I did it so regulary that I got up to 50 push ups and lost most of my gained weight ~15KG. This was my way out of my psychosis, sports with healthy diet food and cardio e.g. walking trough woods. The other Therapy was Music Therapy. I always hated being forced to play instuments, my Therapist offered me another possibility, which was listen to my music and talk about what it means to me, or what it could mean. I always looked forward to these sessions. +To a total of 7 months I was this time in psychiatry. And my psychiatrist and social worker agreed that going home was no option for me, instead I shoud go to a living group for teens and young adults that have mental illnesses as well.</p> +<h2 id="safe-harbor">Safe Harbor</h2> +<p>The livingoup which specified on young adults with mental illnesses was a fresh start for me, where all the others had similar problems like me. I was happy back then. I wasn’t forced to do anything but got help to work on myslef from people with experience. At first, I drove every week to my dad and we made a ritual with our favourite meals and Movie Nights. My wounds had time to heal and me and my father felt a bond, that none of us had to speak out, because we both felt it and knew what we had on eachother. After a long period of time I felt save and happy. +My living group also provided apprenticeships like painter, hair cutter office etc. I did internships for painter and 2 internships as Butcher. But I went back to school and graduated he Secondary Middle school with very good grades. I like to think about this time. Back then I was 17 and when I got 18 I was given a flat with 2 weekly visits from a social worker. Other than that, I was on my own. 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Her family was very religious. Her mother played the organ (Istrument in a Church) and her step dad was somewhat of a pastor. They beat her with a ritgerte, let her clean the organic garbage can with maggots and only a cloth lobe, even tough she was vegetarian. Also she had to pound stones in the basement. She had told her mom in advance that she doesn’t want to do a part in a sports class and her mom approved it. When we were together in bed cuddling, her mother bursted in the door and yelled at her why the school wrote a letter, complaining she didn’t partipicate in sports class. Again, she already know. Also her mom was a real Mountain Troll and she also was a Hunter and had Guns in her house.. My gf cried a lot and I decided that I want to help her out of this family and get her in a living group, for some months and then move together. So we escaped her home and took a taxi to the next trainstation and went to my dad. We had told him in advance what we want to and he approved. Then the youth office was involved and she was brought to a living group. There she had the choice between the group and her real father. She chose her father. At first we thought things will get better, but instead it got worse. Her father was an alcoholic, her aunt which lived in the same house was devious as fuck and her grandma was a angry bitter woman whose favourite activity was to scream at others. Her grandma was owning the house and was very old fashioned. If she had known about our relationship, she would had kicked her out of their house, so we had to be sneaky when meeting each other. She now lived around 30 Kilometers away from me and I had only a Scooter which drove 37 KM/h. Also it was winter and we lived at this time in the black forest, where temperatures dropped down to -15 C° easily. We had met as often as possible and enjoyed our selves in an Hunter’s Stand and in the Woods on a stone.</p> +<h2 id="our-first-flat-living-together">Our first flat living together</h2> +<p>When I finished School and she was of legal age, we moved together in a cheap tiny flat with bad thermal insulation. We also had no heather but an wood oven. The oven wasn’t big enough to glow trough the night, so we woke up at the morning with frosty breath. She did an apprenticeship at Fielmann, which sells Glasses. I visited a higher school, which I sadly failed at. So I also started an apprenticeship, bought a car and we lived all together 2 years happy and intimate. I still took my medicine and visited the psyciatrist. But it felt too good to be true, so I said to her one night: “I am afraid that my illness will ruin our relationship”</p> +<h2 id="everything-comes-to-an-end">Everything comes to an end</h2> +<p>The beginning of the end was an call from my aunt. She told me, that my mother was leaving the Motherfucker and that she needed our help, to get away from him. I haven’t heard anything from her for round about 7 years. I was happy to hear that and immediently agreed to help. An friend of mine had a storage room where we placed her kitchen. I drove to her and had a nervous breakdown and could stop just in time before I cried till I had no tears left. I drove to my mother. When I arrived, my dog which I also haven’t seen in 7 years, recognized me and went crazy. I collapsed once more. When I finnaly calmed down, we helped her move. I was so motivated that I couldn’t sleep and drove back and forth. I was so excited and in action, that I was awake for 2-3 days. this was the point where my psyche couldn’t cope with anymore. I spare you the whole drama</p> +<h2 id="madness">Madness</h2> +<p>But in the end I went back to the psychiatry. It was just the top floor of a hospital and it was the worst psychiatry I was in, my whole life. They kept me ~3-4 days and decided I was healthy, overseeing, that I was manic. So I came back and I said I wanna drink a beer. I really wanted to celebrate seeing my mom again and be out of hospital. But my gf and I got in a fight. To be fair, I was really on edge at this point was was loud and all that, which she wasn’t used to. She drove to a friend and called a friend of mine, who imeadently saw what the case was: Again a Psychosis. I didn’t want to go to the psychiatry and wanted to create the best computer game in the world and already tried to spend the money which I didn’t have. I yelled at my motherfucker, that I’ll buy his land an burn everything to the ground, also I wanted to buy a Porsche online. My friend did his best to get me off the internet. I started to get agressive but after some time he got me calmed down. When I remember correctly, I slept after some hours and went back to psychiatry. I thought it was just for a talk, but it turned out, I had to stay there. I refused and kicked against the entry door and was screaming. Around 5-6 caregiver put me on fixing bed. It was the first time. A judge was involved to keep my in psychiatry. I rememberd from my last visits, that sports was good for me, so I started to work out and drink a lot. I haven’t thought of it, but it makes sense now. I drank around 6-7 Liters a day and flushed the medicine out of my blood system. So they adapted the dosis.</p> +<h2 id="how-i-destroyed-our-relationship">How I destroyed our relationship</h2> +<p>I was already before my psychosis unhappy with our relationship. I had so much things I wanted to talk about. But I didn’t want to do this, when I was psychotic. I wanted to give all a deep thought when I was again clearthinking. So I told her not to visit me in psychiatry and give me room to recover. I stood my point of view, but she was still exert pressure on me. She put so much pressure on me that I pushed her away.</p> +<p>At this time I still was manic. And I had an roomate which always talked about fucking around. fucking in pataya fucking here fucking there. Hookers here Hookers there. I somehow told to myself that the relationship is broken bejoind repair. I pushed her away until I yelld her “I don’t need you I just get a hooker” This was it for our relationship. I pushed her sotospeak away and we went apart. She tried one more time to seduce me and got me again falling with her in love with her, when she ended it again.</p> +<p>I don’t wanna try to excuse for my behaviour, but take this Wikipedia Article from Wikipedia tl;dr I wasn’t myself at this time</p> +<p><em>The symptoms of mania include elevated mood (either euphoric or irritable), flight of ideas and pressure of speech, increased energy, decreased need and desire for sleep, and hyperactivity. They are most plainly evident in fully developed hypomanic states. However, in full-blown mania, they undergo progressively severe exacerbations and become more and more obscured by other signs and symptoms, such as delusions and fragmentation of behavior.</em></p> +<h2 id="going-full-blown-crazy">Going full blown Crazy</h2> +<p>When I filally realized that I had drank too much water, I stopped doing that, and the medication started kicking in. I started to get wrose and worse and side effects like throat air spasm, sleeping 17 hours, panic attacks and physicially feeling like a 90 year old grandma. I told the doctor, we could go down with dosis, because I stopped thinning out my medication, but he didn’t listen. The panic attacks were really hard. I unironically thought I will suffocate. There was a medication that could help in such a case: Tavor. But this medication makes addictive, so one can only use it for 2 weeks. I have told my doctor over and over again, that I don’t want such a high dosis, but he didn ´t listen. I felt so helpless, that I went full engrage. I screamed my fear out and kicked against the nurses door, out of despair. So again 5-6 caregivers put me on a fixation bed. I remember waking up in the middle of the night having to pee and still was on fixation bed. The nurses bell was out of reach and I wanted to yell for a nurse. I was getting louder and louder until I screamed. Within some minutes a nurse came in and yelled at me “Mr. tinfoil-hat it’s middle of the night, stop screaming.” I told her I had to go to the bathroom. He declined and instead pulled down my pants and reached a bedpan… +From this point I was just a quiet vegetable that said yes and nodded my head to everything. From doctors point of view, it was a big success. But I still felt like I have to die every night, sleep 17 hours and be a vegetable.</p> +<h2 id="residence">Residence</h2> +<p>I was released from psychiatry into a Residence for mental ill patients. The average age was around 60, I had no internet and had heavy panic attacks every night. I could set the clock on when I got a panic attack. I could only get rid of them when I fell asleep, so I was in this state for around 3 hours. The feeling to drown 30 meters under the sea, with no more breath, must feel similar. My room mate didn’t talk anything besides Hello and Bye. The most I could hear him saying was “Are you going now?” The residence was up on a hill and with my medication I couldn’t really go down in the city and up again. so i was stuck there. I had the choice to work in a workshop for the disabled but I tryed it and declined. I talked a lot on the phone, until there was not much to say since my days were all the same. So my relatives didn’t really want to talk with me. I could understand why. +At the upside, I git my Psychiatrist to change my medication and the panic attacks didn’t appear every night, but every 2-4 days. Which was a huge improvement. I asked some other people there and quickly recognized that this could be the end. And things will never change from here. There were people which lived around 20 years there and no improvements were made. You saw it in their eyes, they had given up. I didn’t want to accept that. So me and my dad figured something out.</p> +<p>more in “Making of a tinfoil-hat 4”</p> + + </div> + </article> + </main> +<aside> + <div> + <div> + <h3>LATEST POSTS</h3> + </div> + <div> + <ul> + + <li><a href="/posts/making_of_a_tinfoilhat_03/">Making_of_a_tinfoilhat_03</a></li> + + <li><a href="/posts/making_of_a_tinfoilhat_02/">Making_of_a_tinfoilhat_02</a></li> + + <li><a href="/posts/onion-linklist/">Onion Linklist</a></li> + + <li><a href="/posts/making_of_a_tinfoilhat_01/">Making of a tinfoilhat 01</a></li> + + <li><a href="/posts/wolf/">About the Lone Wolf</a></li> + + </ul> + </div> + </div> +</aside> + + + <footer> + <p>© 2022 <a href="https://blog.tinfoil-hat.net"><b>blog.tinfoil-hat.net</b></a>. + <a href="https://tinfoil-hat.net"><b>Landing Page</b></a>. + <a href="http://keys.gnupg.net/pks/lookup?op=vindex&fingerprint=on&search=0xC0090D40CFE34966"><b>GPG-Fingerprint</b></a>. + <a href="mailto:mal@tinfoil-hat.net"><b>E-Mail</b></a>. + <a href="https://git.tinfoil-hat.net"><b>Gitweb</b></a>. + </p> +</footer> + +</body> +</html> diff --git a/public/posts/onion-linklist/index.html b/public/posts/onion-linklist/index.html new file mode 100644 index 0000000..18f5537 --- /dev/null +++ b/public/posts/onion-linklist/index.html @@ -0,0 +1,177 @@ +<!DOCTYPE html> +<html lang="en-us"> +<head> + <meta charset="UTF-8"> + <meta name="viewport" content="width=device-width, initial-scale=1"> + <meta http-equiv="X-UA-Compatible" content="IE=edge"> + <style type=text/css>body{font-family:monospace;}</style> + <title>Onion Linklist</title> + + + <link rel="stylesheet" href="/css/style.css"> + + +</head> +<body> + <header> + ==========================<br> + == <a href="https://blog.tinfoil-hat.net">blog.tinfoil-hat.net</a> ==<br> + ========================== + <div style="float: right;">A save home for every tinfoil-hat!</div><br> + <p> + <nav> + <a href="/"><b>Start</b></a>. + + + <a href="/posts/"><b>Posts</b></a>. + + <a href="/categories/"><b>Categories</b></a>. + + <a href="/tags/"><b>Tags</b></a>. + + </nav> + </p> + <script async defer data-website-id="9b2f4923-27f6-41ac-ba15-43c51d35250e" src="https://stats.tinfoil-hat.net/umami.js"></script> + +</header> + + + <main> + <article> + <h1>Onion Linklist</h1> + <b><time>22.02.2022 15:08</time></b> + + <a href="/tags/tech">Tech </a> + + <a href="/tags/tor">TOR</a> + + <a href="/tags/darknet">Darknet</a> + + <a href="/tags/deepweb">Deepweb</a> + + <a href="/tags/linklist">Linklist</a> + + + <div> + <p><strong>The following Onions are hosted by me:</strong></p> +<p><a href="x3zf5cyqvutslx6yfdwip3nb2xo4kaevhk6bbeas74ky7cvgr36bf6yd.onion">Homepage - tinfoil-hat.net</a><br> +<a href="http://in4eskau3z5xgxiww4ohdn26nv33dhwglkyb5ilbbo6amyqe73fbwjyd.onion">Nitter - Twitter Frontend</a><br> +<a href="http://tfvmxj6eqjp5mdtou7doyg6q3vd7xoir7ruhlrykvl4o53b27st73bad.onion/searx/">Searx - Search engine</a><br> +<a href="http://mxbigvrgf6ibndbyht2qiha4enx7f3pcilrt67fb57j42ou43iagesyd.onion">Gitweb</a></p> +<p><strong>Boards Chans and Forums</strong></p> +<p>Here are some Onions, I found. I am not an owner of these Websites, nor do I take responsabillity to their content in any kind. Here we go:</p> +<p><a href="http://nanochanqzaytwlydykbg5nxkgyjxk3zsrctxuoxdmbx5jbh2ydyprid.onion/">Nanochan</a><br> +<a href="http://4usoivrpy52lmc4mgn2h34cmfiltslesthr56yttv2pxudd3dapqciyd.onion/">8chan.se</a><br> +<a href="http://dreadytofatroptsdj6io7l3xptbet6onoyno2yv7jicoxknyazubrad.onion/">Dread</a><br> +<a href="http://germany2igel45jbmjdipfbzdswjcpjqzqozxt4l33452kzrrda2rbid.onion/">DIDW2 Deutschland Im Deepweb</a><br> +<a href="http://theendgtso35ir6ngdtyhgtjhhbbprmkzl74gt5nyeu3ocr34sfa67yd.onion/index.php">The End</a><br> +<a href="http://rambleeeqrhty6s5jgefdfdtc6tfgg4jj6svr4jpgk4wjtg3qshwbaad.onion/">Rable</a><br> +<a href="http://notbumpz34bgbz4yfdigxvd6vzwtxc3zpt5imukgl6bvip2nikdmdaad.onion/">Ableonion</a><br> +<a href="http://uquusqsaaad66cvub4473csdu4uu7ahxou3zqc35fpw5d4ificedzyqd.onion/">Kiwifarms</a><br> +<a href="http://k5aintllrufq23khjnmmfli6uxioboe3ylcao7k72mk2bgvwqb5ek4ad.onion/">Truthboard</a><br> +<a 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the one who always has enough meat +From gamma to alpha, from puppy to leader +Is one of the best, one of the last of its kind +Shares its food also with the weakest link of the chain, if it asks him +Lives by unwritten rules, honor still flows through his veins +He knows that you have to have them, too, rather than just talking about them +But let them speak</p> +<p>[Hook] +And he goes +Always towards the sun, fleeing from the rain +It remains in motion, even if it does not shine at night +No matter how cold, no matter how far +His legs carry him, maybe he will catch up with them +Towards the sun, fleeing from the rain +Stays in motion, even if it does not shine at night +No matter how cold, no matter how far +Your legs carry you, maybe you can catch up with them</p> +<p>[Part 2] +It is about so much more than strength, cohesion and values +It is so much deeper than his wounds will ever be +Walk together through the fire until the day we die +And find before with luck still another piece of green earth +Howl at the moon and shout our prayers towards the sky +Talking then only so that they hear, not because of the sound of our voice +Great words resound long +But really great deeds, they are forever +We are controlled by instincts in a world that only calculates +Where honesty is a weakness, all your lies are already law +Where it is said better to bite or you will be eaten +Where loyal does not exist, but only as word in your notebooks +Friendship no longer works when you start rapping +Where the children no longer just fight but sting - completely blinded +And from perfect we are so infinitely far away +But what does not kill makes us stronger +And hope dies last +She dies last</p> +<h2 id="anecdote--anekdote">Anecdote / Anekdote</h2> +<p>The winter did not seem to have an end, and the pack was starving to death. The leader of the pack, the oldest of them all, was out in front comforting the young wolfs, telling them that the spring was coming. But, at a certain point, one young wolf decides to stop. He says he has had enough of cold and hunger, and he says he’s going to live among the men; because the important thing is to stay alive. The young wolf lets men catch him and, as the years go by, he forgets that long time ago he was a wolf. One day, many years later, as he’s hunting with his master he runs obediently to collect the prey. But he realizes that the prey is the old leader of the pack. He falls silent for shame and the old wolf speaks and says to him: “I die happy because I lived my life as a wolf; you, on the contrary, belong neither to the world of wolves nor to the world of men. Hunger comes and goes but dignity, once lost, never returns.</p> +<h2 id="german">German:</h2> +<p>Der Winter schien kein Ende zu nehmen, und das Rudel war am Verhungern. Der Anführer des Rudels, der älteste von allen, war vorne und tröstete die jungen Wölfe, indem er ihnen sagte, dass der Frühling käme. Doch an einem bestimmten Punkt beschließt ein junger Wolf, aufzuhören. Er sagt, er habe genug von Kälte und Hunger, und er sagt, er werde unter den Menschen leben; denn das Wichtigste sei, am Leben zu bleiben. Der junge Wolf lässt sich von den Menschen fangen, und mit den Jahren vergisst er, dass er vor langer Zeit ein Wolf war. Eines Tages, viele Jahre später, während er mit seinem Herrn auf der Jagd ist, läuft er gehorsam los, um die Beute einzusammeln. Doch ihm wird klar, dass die Beute der alte Anführer des Rudels ist. Er schweigt vor Scham, und der alte Wolf spricht und sagt zu ihm: “Ich sterbe glücklich, weil ich mein Leben als Wolf gelebt habe; du gehörst im Gegenteil weder zur Welt der Wölfe noch zur Welt der Menschen. Hunger kommt und geht, aber die Würde, einmal verloren, kehrt nie wieder zurück.</p> +<h2 id="the-last-couple-of-days-recapitulated">The last couple of days recapitulated:</h2> +<h2 id="help-heeeeeelp---no-help">help HEEEEEELP! - no help</h2> +<h2 id="snap---psyciatry---httpswwwyoutubecomwatchvheu-xbwpex0">snap - psyciatry - <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hEu-XBwPEx0">https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hEu-XBwPEx0</a></h2> +<h2 id="then">then</h2> +<p><a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DWtHYOh_LTQ">https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DWtHYOh_LTQ</a></p> +<p>One gets dogged, especially when the road is not always easy +The opponent: yourself, your weakness: an enemy +The preparation: foresight, your body: a sign +For the battles to come and for no one to break you. +Only alone can you defeat the demons +To hold the ones who live in the lee +The fear of losing: a good motivation +And the voices that scream, “Get your ass back up!” +And even on the worst fucking day of my life. +Makes martial arts the best version of me yet +Excuses do not count, giving up is not an option +It is not for nothing that they say that where there is a will, there is always a way</p> +<p>Concentrate, focus on the target +Breathe in, breathe out, compress strength +Increase the value of your anatomy +And burn the weakness, the weakness in you</p> +<p>We show heart, we win with pride +Lose with respect, but never give up +We discuss the boundaries, the path to legend +Means fighting, even if nobody believes in you +Prove heart, win with pride +Lose with respect, but never give up +We discuss the boundaries, the path to legend +Means fighting, even if nobody believes in you</p> +<p>We go from unit to unit +Because if you want peace, my friend, you must always be ready for war. +Always give everything, but never give in +“Breaking boundaries” means freedom to me +Losing - no problem, fighting spirit is what counts +Scars show no weakness, only that you are still standing +Success is a staircase, you have to go every step +For happiness is for people who lack stamina +I’m aware of the strength, but don’t shout it out +Better to be severely underestimated than just a mouth too big +Because only when it hurts when you fall +Then the wheat is separated from the chaff - only the winners stand up again</p> +<p>Concentrate, focus on the target +Breathe in, breathe out, compress strength +Increase the value of your anatomy +And burn the weakness, the weakness in you</p> +<p>We show heart, we win with pride +Lose with respect, but never give up +We discuss the boundaries, the path to legend +Means fighting, even if nobody believes in you +Prove heart, win with pride +Lose with respect, but never give up +We discuss the boundaries, the path to legend +Means fighting, even if nobody believes in you</p> +<p>Every shitty day just a good teacher +The heart of a V8 engine, when ambition seizes you +The discipline comes when you motivate yourself +And never loses sight of the goal</p> +<p>We show heart, we win with pride +Lose with respect, but never give up +We discuss the boundaries, the path to legend +Means fighting, even if nobody believes in you +Prove heart, win with pride +Lose with respect, but never give up +We discuss the boundaries, the path to legend +Means fighting, even if nobody believes in you</p> +<p>Translated with <a href="http://www.DeepL.com/Translator">www.DeepL.com/Translator</a> (free version)</p> +<h2 id="insight-into-my-life">Insight into my Life</h2> +<h3 id="i-never-took-drugs-just-got-psychotic-at-age-of-15-what-for-others-alcohol-etc-is-well-thats-my-coffee-and-my-cigarettes-i-have-a-hard-time-to-fall-asleep-and-like-the-night-because-people-sleep-and-its-lovley-silent-its-a-time-which-i-can-enjoy">I never took drugs just got psychotic at age of 15, What for others Alcohol etc. is, well that’s my coffee and my cigarettes. I have a hard time to fall asleep and like the night, because people sleep and it’s lovley silent, It’s a time which I can enjoy</h3> +<p><a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HivuR9-jl3E">https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HivuR9-jl3E</a></p> +<p>Parts of my childhood I lived in a village +Little Alien, English man in New York +I always felt strange, I did not understand the people +And no matter how far away I moved, the strangeness remained +What kind of career or money to make? +All these offers were no perspective +I could never understand what motivates everyone else +And drank canned beer on the street with the punks +The older I get here, the less I understand +And realize that I only distance myself more and more +To most things I simply have no more opinion +I often feel lonelier in groups than alone +For years I thought, thought I was being taken for a ride +This can’t be real! the hidden camera +The script sucks, I’m afraid how it ends +Sit me on the couch, put the world on pause</p> +<p>There was always something in my life that helped me +When I get stuck I watch an episode of ALF +Sometimes I hope that everything is just a dream +And that I crashed, with my spaceship</p> +<p>There was always something in my life that helped me +When I get stuck I watch an episode of ALF +This is me, trapped in a sitcom +With a handful of friends and 7 billion wankers</p> +<p>Alf is cool, but Alf is a sad person +For his home planet disappeared with an explosion +He could still save himself, but his spaceship crashed +And since then he lives as a refugee in an unknown country +His friend and family are dead or far away +And it must never show itself, it is hidden for years +If he were found, he would be locked away forever +To some lab and he would have no rights +I feel with him, because I feel connected to him +ALF is a symbol, but ALF is also my buddy +I have often wondered how Alf actually manages +That he is not completely desperate and always laughs so much +No rapper or comedian has sayings like him +But this is only surface, because inside it remains empty +I know this from depressives who are at the end of their rope +And find myself in it, if I am honest</p> +<p>There was always something in my life that helped me +When I am at a loss I watch an episode of ALF +Sometimes I hope that everything is just a dream +And that I crashed, with my spaceship</p> +<p>There was always something in my life that helped me +When I get stuck I watch an episode of ALF +This is me, trapped in a sitcom +With a handful of friends and 7 billion wankers</p> +<p>I can’t get along with you +And even less with me +My planet has exploded +My planet has exploded +My spaceship is destroyed +And I can’t fix it +My planet has exploded +My planet has exploded</p> +<p>There was always something in my life that helped me +When I get stuck I watch an episode of ALF +Sometimes I hope that everything is just a dream +And that I crashed, with my spaceship</p> +<p>There was always something in my life that helped me +When I get stuck I watch an episode of ALF +This is me, trapped in a sitcom +With a handful of friends and 7 billion wankers</p> +<h2 id="what-do-now">what do now?</h2> +<h2 id="short-term-solution">Short Term Solution</h2> +<h2 id="i-dont-remember-my-snap-i-just-want-to-live-as-alf-in-this-short-term-flat-i-plan-to-move-away-soon-to-live-amongst-people-i-trust">I don’t remember my snap! I just want to live as ALF in this short term flat, I plan to move away soon to live amongst people I trust</h2> +<h2 id="people-will-talk-i-chill-and-drink-coffee-and-smoke-my-cigs-live-my-online-life-and-enjoy-my-nights-where-i-can-enjoy-my-inner-peace">people will talk, I chill and drink coffee and smoke my cigs live my online life and enjoy my nights, where I can enjoy my inner peace.</h2> +<p><a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l7DCHLaNWcA">https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l7DCHLaNWcA</a></p> +<p>I drink, so I am +The other day I heard that I was quite drunk, +Piss naked from a church tower where the Lord God lives, +Threw dirt at the cops, waving like mad, +And I screamed, “You’ll never catch me, because I’m going to the moon now!”</p> +<p>So I let the bells ring, really, really, all +And I jumped and shouted “I’m such a fat putting angel” +Halfway along the way I realized - I am not flying, I am falling! +And with a hallelujah I fell in a thatched roof.</p> +<p>And people ask: Boy, boy, boy, is this true? +How should I know, I was not quite there. +And people say boy, boy, boy, in general - +Can’t a drunken pig like you even be alive anymore! +And I’ll tell you sensibly: “I drink, therefore I am!”</p> +<p>So I rolled off the roof of my house, probably slightly dazed, +With rattle into a pig fence and knee-deep mud +Soon the police came and ordered me to come, +I yelled “Fuck you! I am thirsty, free and unbending!”</p> +<p>And then I slurred, laughing and just about to leave, +And if my flag fell astride a well +I barked “I am the lord of the underworld +And the circles under the eyes, shithouse flies - so, just be careful!</p> +<p>And people ask: Boy, oh boy, oh boy, is this true? +How should I know, I was not quite there. +And people say boy, boy, boy, in general - +Can’t a drunken pig like you even be alive anymore! +And I’ll tell you sensibly: “I drink, therefore I am!”</p> +<p>When the cops dragged me out of the well, ass to bucket +Have I, as God created me, placed myself defiantly before them, +And I warned her: “You maggots, hey, I’ll tell you straight +I am Hotzilla, and in this world I do what I like! +I am something like a lucky bear, shoot rays from my belly, +So don’t get too close to me, or you’ll be finished! +But they came and so I shot beams, and they came +Deep in my belly, but somehow it’s more like the bottom out.</p> +<p>And people ask: Boy, boy, boy, is that true? +How should I know, I was not quite there. +And people say boy, boy, boy, in general - +Can’t a drunken pig like you even be alive anymore! +And I’ll tell you sensibly: “I drink, therefore I am!”</p> +<p>And that was by far not all, yes, that’s what people say, +The story went on longer than it was supposed to, +But for now it must be enough, yes, that’s it for today,</p> +<h2 id="long-term-solution-tell-my-story-as-a-wayfarer-with-a-cup-of-coffee-and-a-cigarette-at-a-place-i-fit-best">long term solution: tell my story as a wayfarer with a cup of coffee and a cigarette at a place i fit best</h2> +<p><a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S6uyve1hPlA">https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S6uyve1hPlA</a></p> +<p>“It is emptied the first barrel, +comes Brüderlein tells you something else +from your long journeys. +Speak and lift the glass!”</p> +<p>The old bearded wanderer starts the story, +when once the hunting horn resounded from far away and hunters rushed through the forest. +“The deer threatened to escape, but I ran faster than the animal, +with bare fist - the antlers here as proof of this! +The old bearded wanderer starts the story, +when once a storm tore up the sea and washed man and mouse from the deck of the ship. +“The ship threatened to sink, the sails tore like paper. +I took a breath and blew the storm away - the piece of linen as proof of this!”</p> +<p>“The first barrel is empty, +comes Brüderlein tells you something else +from your long journeys. +Speak and lift the glass!”</p> +<p>The old bearded wanderer starts the story, +When once the enemy occupied the city, the catapult shredded the gate. +“I crept up from behind, my battle cry sounding like a thousand men. +They ran away like shy creatures - the helmet here as proof!”</p> +<p>The old bearded wanderer starts the story, +when once the last day dawned and everything spoke of the end. +“Flames licked into the world when the door of hell was open. +I slammed it shut and my lock held - the key as proof of this! +“The first barrel is empty, +comes Brüderlein tells you something else +from your long journeys. +Speak and lift the glass!”</p> +<p>“I told you about my hunt and how I beat the storm, +how I drove away the evil enemy and the lid remained on hell. +Now the second barrel rolls in, we want to be happy now +and if not too full of satchels, dance happily on the tables…”!</p> +<p>“The wine flows, the beer flows! +Up the pitchers we drink!” +“The wine flows, the beer flows! +up the pitchers we drink!”</p> +<p>“The wine flows, the beer flows! +up the pitchers we drink!” +“The wine flows, the beer flows! +up the pitchers we drink!”</p> +<hr> +<hr> +<hr> + + </div> + </article> + </main> +<aside> + <div> + <div> + <h3>LATEST POSTS</h3> + </div> + <div> + <ul> + + <li><a href="/posts/g-generals/">/g/ Generals</a></li> + + <li><a href="/posts/making_a_tinfoilhat_03/">Making a tinfoil-hat 03</a></li> + + <li><a href="/posts/making_a_tinfoilhat_02/">Making a 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Use a live image and to boot directly into the GNU/Linux distribution without installing anything. Dual boot the GNU/Linux distribution of your choice along with Windows or macOS.</description> + </item> + + <item> + <title>Onion Linklist</title> + <link>https://blog.tinfoil-hat.net/posts/onion-linklist/</link> + <pubDate>Tue, 22 Feb 2022 15:08:52 +0100</pubDate> + + <guid>https://blog.tinfoil-hat.net/posts/onion-linklist/</guid> + <description>The following Onions are hosted by me: +Homepage - tinfoil-hat.net +Nitter - Twitter Frontend +Searx - Search engine +Gitweb +Boards Chans and Forums +Here are some Onions, I found. I am not an owner of these Websites, nor do I take responsabillity to their content in any kind. Here we go: +Nanochan +8chan.se +Dread +DIDW2 Deutschland Im Deepweb +The End +Rable +Ableonion +Kiwifarms +Truthboard +Torigon +Mirrors +Mailinglist Mirrors +Archive +Searches</description> + </item> + + </channel> +</rss> diff --git a/public/tags/linklist/page/1/index.html b/public/tags/linklist/page/1/index.html new file mode 100644 index 0000000..2ec47a2 --- /dev/null +++ b/public/tags/linklist/page/1/index.html @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +<!DOCTYPE html><html><head><title>https://blog.tinfoil-hat.net/tags/linklist/</title><link rel="canonical" href="https://blog.tinfoil-hat.net/tags/linklist/"/><meta name="robots" content="noindex"><meta charset="utf-8" /><meta http-equiv="refresh" content="0; url=https://blog.tinfoil-hat.net/tags/linklist/" /></head></html>
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Her family was very religious. Her mother played the organ (Istrument in a Church) and her step dad was somewhat of a pastor. They beat her with a ritgerte, let her clean the organic garbage can with maggots and only a cloth lobe, even tough she was vegetarian. Also she had to pound stones in the basement.</description> + </item> + + <item> + <title>Making a tinfoil-hat 02</title> + <link>https://blog.tinfoil-hat.net/posts/making_a_tinfoilhat_02/</link> + <pubDate>Mon, 13 Jun 2022 19:52:56 +0200</pubDate> + + <guid>https://blog.tinfoil-hat.net/posts/making_a_tinfoilhat_02/</guid> + <description>Way to Round three After I got released the second time from Psychiatry, I thought I had the worst is left behind. I was happy to be with my father again. But I couldn&rsquo;t reach my Mother via phone or at home. I have written in the last part that it would be the last time I&rsquo;d see my mother for a long time. I tried to call her a lot and she never picked up her phone.</description> + </item> + + <item> + <title>Making a tinfoil-hat 01</title> + <link>https://blog.tinfoil-hat.net/posts/making_a_tinfoilhat_01/</link> + <pubDate>Fri, 17 Dec 2021 21:19:16 +0100</pubDate> + + <guid>https://blog.tinfoil-hat.net/posts/making_a_tinfoilhat_01/</guid> + <description>Hi There, I&rsquo;d like to blog about my past My Problems started back before I was in Elementary school. My Mom already has betrayed my Dad. So even before my fist day at School I was seperated from my father. While I was in 3rd or 4th grade, my Grandma (the mother of my mother) was dying of brain Cancer. I was living together with my Big Sister with my Mom.</description> + </item> + + <item> + <title>About the Lone Wolf</title> + <link>https://blog.tinfoil-hat.net/posts/wolf/</link> + <pubDate>Wed, 24 Nov 2021 21:36:49 +0100</pubDate> + + <guid>https://blog.tinfoil-hat.net/posts/wolf/</guid> + <description>The Lone Wolf https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=or3UZajR6Ao +[Part1] Its gray fur completely bites but still keeps warm His pack uncontrollable but it follows him well-behaved The hunger so big always on the hunt Eyes dull, but teeth still sharp The room too narrow to breathe But even the sharpest claws become dull on the street Food becomes scarce, remains a growling stomach There are almost only wolves dressed as sheep So he moves away from here Because no plant grows on burnt soil So the rest remains for the rest Because only who comes first is the one who always has enough meat From gamma to alpha, from puppy to leader Is one of the best, one of the last of its kind Shares its food also with the weakest link of the chain, if it asks him Lives by unwritten rules, honor still flows through his veins He knows that you have to have them, too, rather than just talking about them But let them speak</description> + </item> + + </channel> +</rss> diff --git a/public/tags/personality/page/1/index.html b/public/tags/personality/page/1/index.html new file mode 100644 index 0000000..a345780 --- /dev/null +++ b/public/tags/personality/page/1/index.html @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +<!DOCTYPE html><html><head><title>https://blog.tinfoil-hat.net/tags/personality/</title><link rel="canonical" href="https://blog.tinfoil-hat.net/tags/personality/"/><meta name="robots" content="noindex"><meta charset="utf-8" /><meta http-equiv="refresh" content="0; url=https://blog.tinfoil-hat.net/tags/personality/" /></head></html>
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Her family was very religious. Her mother played the organ (Istrument in a Church) and her step dad was somewhat of a pastor. They beat her with a ritgerte, let her clean the organic garbage can with maggots and only a cloth lobe, even tough she was vegetarian. Also she had to pound stones in the basement.</description> + </item> + + <item> + <title>Making a tinfoil-hat 02</title> + <link>https://blog.tinfoil-hat.net/posts/making_a_tinfoilhat_02/</link> + <pubDate>Mon, 13 Jun 2022 19:52:56 +0200</pubDate> + + <guid>https://blog.tinfoil-hat.net/posts/making_a_tinfoilhat_02/</guid> + <description>Way to Round three After I got released the second time from Psychiatry, I thought I had the worst is left behind. I was happy to be with my father again. But I couldn&rsquo;t reach my Mother via phone or at home. I have written in the last part that it would be the last time I&rsquo;d see my mother for a long time. I tried to call her a lot and she never picked up her phone.</description> + </item> + + <item> + <title>Making a tinfoil-hat 01</title> + <link>https://blog.tinfoil-hat.net/posts/making_a_tinfoilhat_01/</link> + <pubDate>Fri, 17 Dec 2021 21:19:16 +0100</pubDate> + + <guid>https://blog.tinfoil-hat.net/posts/making_a_tinfoilhat_01/</guid> + <description>Hi There, I&rsquo;d like to blog about my past My Problems started back before I was in Elementary school. My Mom already has betrayed my Dad. So even before my fist day at School I was seperated from my father. While I was in 3rd or 4th grade, my Grandma (the mother of my mother) was dying of brain Cancer. I was living together with my Big Sister with my Mom.</description> + </item> + + <item> + <title>About the Lone Wolf</title> + <link>https://blog.tinfoil-hat.net/posts/wolf/</link> + <pubDate>Wed, 24 Nov 2021 21:36:49 +0100</pubDate> + + <guid>https://blog.tinfoil-hat.net/posts/wolf/</guid> + <description>The Lone Wolf https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=or3UZajR6Ao +[Part1] Its gray fur completely bites but still keeps warm His pack uncontrollable but it follows him well-behaved The hunger so big always on the hunt Eyes dull, but teeth still sharp The room too narrow to breathe But even the sharpest claws become dull on the street Food becomes scarce, remains a growling stomach There are almost only wolves dressed as sheep So he moves away from here Because no plant grows on burnt soil So the rest remains for the rest Because only who comes first is the one who always has enough meat From gamma to alpha, from puppy to leader Is one of the best, one of the last of its kind Shares its food also with the weakest link of the chain, if it asks him Lives by unwritten rules, honor still flows through his veins He knows that you have to have them, too, rather than just talking about them But let them speak</description> + </item> + + </channel> +</rss> diff --git a/public/tags/psyche/page/1/index.html b/public/tags/psyche/page/1/index.html new file mode 100644 index 0000000..f43a67e --- /dev/null +++ b/public/tags/psyche/page/1/index.html @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +<!DOCTYPE html><html><head><title>https://blog.tinfoil-hat.net/tags/psyche/</title><link rel="canonical" href="https://blog.tinfoil-hat.net/tags/psyche/"/><meta name="robots" content="noindex"><meta charset="utf-8" /><meta http-equiv="refresh" content="0; url=https://blog.tinfoil-hat.net/tags/psyche/" /></head></html>
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